👻Happy Halloween blog special! By: Brandee Darden! 👻 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl, Brandee here and welcome back to an all new blog episode! I am so happy that y'all can join me on an all new blog episode! How's my Blogger Dreamers doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday! Today's blog isn't just any blog episode but it is a Halloween blog special! Before I talk about it, let me talk about last week's blog episodes! Last week, I talked about my poems, "Someone you thought you could trust" and "Does anyone hear me" and also, talked about analyzing the song "Only Human" by WayV! On Monday, I talked about my poem "Someone you thought you could trust"! When someone you thought you could trust but all of the sudden, they broke your trust because they went behind your back and they stabbed your back which is not good at all! On Wednesday, I talked about the song "Only Human" by WayV! When I listen to that song, I think about the lyrics and when I think about they title of that song, I think about the mistakes that I have made in the past and I think to myself, "we are only human and we make mistakes". I am not proud of my mistakes, but I am a human being and I am not perfect! On Friday, I talked about my other poem "Does anyone hear me"? When someone doesn't hear you, it hurts you because you want to be heard and you want someone to listen to you! What is so sad is when you try to speak, but when no one isn't listen to you, it breaks your heart! For this week's blogs, I will be talking about Happy Halloween blog special, What am I thankful for this year, and last but not least, my poem "Heartbreaks" by Brandee Darden. Now, without no further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall! 

Talking about today's blog episode! Why did I chose to talk about Halloween? What is this week's song of the week? Why did I chose that song?

On today's blog episode, I will be doing a happy Halloween blog special! This is my very first blog episode about Halloween and I am excited about it! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about Halloween, what do I think of? Why do I think of Halloween like that? What kind of things do I like to do for Halloween? Why do I like to do those things for Halloween? What are my favorite scary and non-scary movies to watch on Halloween? Why do I like to watch those scary and non scary movies on Halloween? If I have any advice to give to my Blogger Dreamers about going out on Halloween, what is my advice? Why would I give out that advice? Why did I chose to talk about Halloween? The reason why I chose to talk about Halloween is because I think Halloween is a fun holiday where you dress up whatever you want and you get candy! If you don't care about dressing up or getting candy or even going to a party, you can always stay in and watch scary or non scary movies, depending the kind of person that you are! What is this week's song of the week? For this week's song of the week, I chose "Grand" by Kane Brown! I decided to do something a little different when it comes to songs! Instead of Korean songs, I wanted to do a country song! When I first heard this song, I thought it was really good and I loved it ever since! Why did I chose that song? The reason why I chose this song for the week because we go through a lot in our life and to me, life is grand! Life is a grand thing that you can't help but love life and I love life because life to me is grand! 

What happened on Halloween weekend? Why do I think this is sad?  

On Halloween weekend in Itaewon, South Korea, many people lost their lives in a stampede. Over 154 killed in South Korea Halloween crowd surge including K Pop singer and actor, Lee Ji-han. He was only 24 and what is so sad is that he was my age. My thoughts and prayers goes out to the families and friends who lost there family and friends in the stampede. To think this happened and people were just having a good time on Halloween weekend is so sad to me! I am so sad and heartbroken for the families and friends who had to experience that. Why do I think this is sad? I think this is sad is because when you want to go out and have a good time with your friends, you want to go somewhere and apparently, people wanted to go to Itaewon, South Korea but unfortunately,  people were there at wrong time of night and I am praying that everyone will be okay! It is really sad that people lost their lives on that night! My only advice is hug your love ones and tell them that you love them because you don't know what will happen to them until their last moment! Praying for the victims families. 

What do I think about Halloween? Why do I think of Halloween like that? 

When I think about Halloween, what do I think of? When I think about Halloween, the first thing that I think of is candy! When stores come out with Halloween candy, they are shaped like bats or even ghosts which I love so much! I love the white Reese's that are shaped like ghost! I think it so cute and they are so good! I also love the chocolate Reese's that are shaped as bats! The second thing when I think about Halloween is dressing up! Every year, we dress up as anything we want and it is so fun! I remember those days where I dressed up as a 50s girl and I loved it! I also did a zombie cheerleader and zombie softball player! I loved dressing up! The third and final thing when I think about Halloween is watching scary or non scary movies! I think watching a non scary movie or a scary movie is so fun! I love watching scary movies a lot! I grew up on watching scary movies and I just love watching scary movies! I didn't get to watch scary movies this year but there is always next year! Why do I think of Halloween like that? The reason why I think about Halloween like that is because I love how Reese's are shaped like either bats or ghosts or how the store comes out with different costumes or how we can watch a scary movie or a non scary movie and I think it awesome how we can dress how you want to and be okay with it! I love it so much! I also love how Walmart comes out with onesies as well! I love it a lot!! 

The things that I like to do on Halloween. Why do I like to do those things for Halloween? 

What kind of things do I like to do for Halloween? When I was younger, I loved trick or treating but as I gotten older, I just like to stay home and watch movies! For this Halloween, I will be watching Hocus Pocus one and two and I am so excited to watch those! Last Halloween, I watched a scary movie which is called "Hell fest". It is actually not that bad! It is actually good! I love watching movies and just staying home! I think it is much better now that I am an adult and I don't have to worry about dressing up or anything like that! Don't get me wrong, Halloween is fun but now that I am an adult, I prefer to stay home and watch non scary or scary movies than go out for a party! Besides, I don't care about parties! Why do I like to do those things for Halloween? The reason why I like to do those things is because I think watching a movie is better than going out and picking out a costume for a party that you are going to wear once and that is it! I rather enjoy my snacks and watch a movie than go out and go to a party! Now, if I had kids, I would dress up with them! I would do that with my kid in the future! Just saying!! 

My favorite scary/ non scary movies to watch on Halloween! Why do I like to watch those scary and non scary movies on Halloween? 

What are my favorite scary slash non scary movies to watch on Halloween? Sometimes I don't watch these movies often, but I have to pick my favorite scary movies it would be Chucky, Freddy, and Freddy vs Jason! I grew up watching these movies and I have loved them ever since! My favorite non scary movies are Hocus Pocus, Beatle Juice, and Hocus Pocus 2. Let me talk about my favorite scary movies! The first one on my list is Chucky! I remembered watching these movies when I was younger and I remembered just loving it and I never got scared watching it and that goes for Freddy and Freddy vs Jason! When I watch scary movies, I don't scare unless it is jump scare but other than that, I don't get as scared! When I first watched Hocus Pocus, I instantly loved it! It is one of my favorite movies of all time and it is so good! Beatle Juice is an amazing movie! I remembered watching it and I loved it as well! It is so good! Hocus Pocus 2 just came out this year and at first, I thought it wasn't going to be good but when I watched it, I fell in love with it and I loved it ever since I watched it! I can't wait to watch it again tonight! I am so excited! Why do I like to watch those scary and non scary movies on Halloween? The reason why I like to watch those movies on Halloween is because to me, those movies are so good and I love those movies a lot! The first three movies might be scary but I am a big scary movie fan and a I love it! Scary movies will always be fun to me to watch!! 

My advice! Why would I give out that advice? 

If I have any advice to give to my Blogger Dreamers about going out on Halloween, what is my advice? If any of my Blogger Dreamers are going out tonight on Halloween, please be careful and be aware of your surroundings! Be careful who you hang out with and if you have kids, always check their candy because you never know what could be in the candy! Please, be careful and don't go out by yourself! Always be with someone! Why would I give out that advice? The reason why I give out that advice is because people can be crazy at times! Just like what happen in South Korea! Just please be careful and have fun if you are going out! Don't have too much fun but have fun and please, be safe! Have fun with your kids as well! Make their Halloween night memorable because you never know when their last Halloween can be! Enjoy every moment!! 

In conclusion/ tip of the day/ question of the day? 

In conclusion, Halloween is supposed to be fun and dressing up is supposed to be fun! Halloween can be fun but you also need to be safe because you don't know what could happen but always stay safe on this Halloween night! Here is my tip and question of the day? My tip of the day is have a good Halloween and please, be safe! Be aware of your surroundings and always be careful! You can never be too careful! Always bring a flashlight with you when it gets dark but mostly, have fun and be safe! My question of the day is what is your favorite scary or non scary movies to watch on Halloween? Comment down below and let me know what is your favorite non scary or scary movies! Please! Thank you so much! I would love to read y'all's comments!! Happy Halloween! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! Y'all had reach the end of today's blog episode for today! I hope everyone will have a safe and a happy Halloween! Please, stay safe! Please, always be aware of your surroundings because there might be crazy people around and I just want my Blogger Dreamers to be careful on this Halloween night! This week is bible verses week and for today's bible verse, it goes like this: "In your presence, there is fullness of joy". -Psalm 16:11. I love this bible verse a lot because there might be a few people who could bring you joy or there is a lot of people who could bring you joy! You just have to be careful who you are around because if that person brings a negative influence around you and they don't bring you joy, cut them out of your life! I love y'all and Happy Halloween! Please, be safe! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday! Always remember our slogan: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams"! I love y'all and please, be safe! Always stay hydrated and be careful! I love y'all and I will see y'all on Wednesday where I will be talking about What am I thankful for this year? Stay tuned for that blog! I love y'all and this blogger queen is out! Peace! ❤👻

Bible verse of the day! I love this bible verse a lot! Such a good bible verse!! 

In honor of my favorite of movie, here is a quote from "Hocus Pocus": "It's A Full Moon 
Tonight And All 
The Weirdos 
Are Out". 
-Dani Dennison, Hocus Pocus. I love this quote a lot because there can a lot of weirdos out at night and you never know so always be careful!! 

My favorite scary movies! Going from top to bottom: Chucky is the first one, Freddy being the second one, and the Freddy vs Jason being my last one!! 

From top to bottom and then, sideways: Hocus Pocus, Hocus Pocus 2, and then, Beatle Juice! 

For this week's song of the week, it is "Grand" by Kane Brown. I love this song so much and there is a curse word in this song but other than that, it is such an amazing song and I love it! Something a little different from what I am used to and it is okay to have a little change every once in a while! 

Good vs Bad spirits! By: Brandee Darden!

                                      Good vs Bad spirits! By: Brandee Darden. Date of blog episode: Friday, October 14th, 2022!! 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers!! Welcome back to an all new blog episode! It's your Blogger Queen herself, it's Brandee here! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! How's my fandom doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything is going to be okay! If any of my Blogger Dreamers are struggling at the moment, here my advice: Everything is going to be okay! Everything is going to be hard for a little bit but just know that I am always by your side and I will never leave anyone's side because I care about every of my Blogger Dreamers so much! Y'all mean everything to me! I hope everyone knows that! Before I jump into today's blog episode, I am going to talk about Wednesday's blog episode which was talking about Nature! In my opinion, I think nature is the most beautiful thing in the entire world! When you look at the stars, all you can think about is how beautiful it is or when the moon is shining, it looks so beautiful! When you feel the wind blowing and you see the trees swaying, it looks so pretty that you can't take your eyes off it! I love when the sun is setting and all you can see is how pretty the sky is!! I love nature and I love just looking at the trees! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about Good vs Bad spirits!! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about good spirits and bad spirits, what comes to mind? Why does it come to mind? Do I feel someone from my past who passed away? Why or why not? If I had to say who is watching over me, who is watching me? Why would I pick those people who are watching over me? If I had to say anything to the people who passed away, what would I say? Why would I say those things to my loved ones? Now, without any further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall! 

The difference between good spirits and the bad spirits! Why is there a difference between the two? 

The difference between good spirits and bad spirits is good spirits are like angels and people who have a good spirit in them! The bad spirits who had a hard time in their life or someone who gives you bad energy! When someone gives you a bad energy, you don't know if you want to hangout with them or not! It is like with a house! You don't know if you want to stay in the house because you don't know if your house is haunted or not and that can be terrifying at times so you have to be careful when it comes to bad spirits because bad spirits can hurt you sometimes! That also goes for people as well! You have to be careful if that person is good or bad and if they give you a good vibe, they pass your vibe check but if they seem like a negative Nelly, then you don't need to hang out with those people because they are a negative influence and you don't need that!! Why is there a difference between the two? The reason why there is the difference the two is because people can be a positive or a negative influence on you, depending on who they are and if they have a good spirit or a bad spirit about them! For me, the way I can tell if the person is good or not is if they will respect what I like or respect me as a person and they can't respect what I like or respect me as a person, then I don't need that negative person in my life because people can be negative at times and I don't need that type of a person in my life and they are wasting my time in my life!! 

What comes to mind? Why does it come to mind? 

When I think about good spirits and bad spirits, what comes to mind? When I think about good spirits, I think about the good spirits like angels! When I think about good spirits, I also think about people who are always positive about life and don't think negative! There are some people  who give me a good spirit type of a vibe and I love that about those people! When you meet someone who has a positive energy, you want to hang out with that person because they have such a light to them and you don't want to loose that light! It is hard to find good people these days because people can be so mean sometimes which comes in the bad spirits! When I think about bad spirits, I think about the evil entities! There is so much evil in this world and you don't know if you are going to find a house that might be haunted and it might be haunted with an evil spirit, so you might have to be careful! Another thing when I think about bad spirits is when someone is evil and that person doesn't respect you because they have no respect for anyone which I think it is so rude and disrespectful! People are so evil and they usually don't care about anyone which I think it is stupid! That's my opinion! Why does it come to mind? The reason it comes to my mind is because there are so many evil spirits that people don't realize it! People can also be mean that you really don't want to hangout with them anymore! There are good people in this world as well but they are too hard to find but once you find those good people, keep them because like I said, they are so hard to find and you want someone who brings you positive energy, not negative energy!! 

Do I feel someone who passed away? Why or why not? 

Do I feel someone who passed away? To answer that question, yes I do! When some of my loved ones who went to be with Jesus, I felt them everywhere I went! I knew they were keeping me safe and I knew they were with me at all times! I know that they are looking down on me and smiling because they know that I am happy doing what I love doing and what makes me happy! I know that they don't want to see me sad! They want to see me happy and I am happy! I might fake it at times, but I am truly happy! Why or why not? The reason why I do feel the people who went to be with Jesus is because when I see those people in my dreams, I know that they are always with me at all times! I know that they are smiling down on me and telling me that they are proud of me! I have no doubt that they are proud of me! I am proud of myself! 

Who is watching over me? Why would I pick those people who are watching over me? 

If I had to say who is watching over me, who is watching over me? If I had to pick three people who went to be with Jesus and who is watching over me, the first person I would pick is my Grandma Phyllis. My grandma, Phyllis did not have a filter and she would say anything! She would win every staring contest with each different person! I love and miss her so much! The second person who is watching over me is my grandpa, Flex! This man was so funny and sometimes, when he watched football, he would scream at the TV! Literally! When I was around 4 or 5 years old, I asked him to be my grandpa and he doesn't hesitate to answer my question! I miss him so much! There isn't a moment that I don't think about him or my grandma, Phyllis. The third and final person who is watching over me is my Grandma Pat. She was like a grandma to me and will always be my grandma no matter what! Every time I went to Louisiana, she would always greet me and give me a hug! She always loved me so much and I know she is looking down on me and I know she is proud of me no matter what! I will always love three people so much! I know that they wouldn't want me sad and I won't be sad over them! I know for a fact that I miss them but I won't be sad because they wouldn't want me be sad! Why would I pick those people who are watching over me? The reason why I picked my grandma, Phyllis, my grandpa, Flex, and my grandma, Pat is because I felt really close with these three and I do miss people who went to be with Jesus in my life, but I just felt a connection with these three and I always feel them wherever I go! I know that they are so proud of me! I have no doubt about! 

What would I say? Why would I say those things to my loved ones? 

If I had to say anything to the people who passed away or who went to be with Jesus, what would I say? To my grandma, Phyllis - "There isn't a moment that I don't think about you! I miss you so much. You were amazing and I love you so much! I hope you are doing okay". Love, your granddaughter, Brandee! To Flex - "Flex, I miss your laugh, your smile, and your hugs. When I was sad, you always comforted me and I miss that so much but I know that you are smiling down on me and I know that you are proud of me! I love you so much". Love, Wootie! To my grandma, Pat - Dear Grandma Pat, when I came to Louisiana, you always gave me a hug! You always loved me so much and when someone was being mean, you always protected me. I love and miss you so much". Love, Wootie. I do miss these three people so much but in my heart, I know that they are not hurting anymore and I know they would want to see me smiling instead of crying! Why would I say those things to my loved ones? The reason why I would say those things is because I miss them so much and I know how much they loved and cared about me so much and I know they would proud of me for chasing my dreams and I know they would never doubt me!! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day? 

In conclusion, there is good people and there are evil people in this world! There are evil spirits and there good spirits as well! Be careful what you would encounter when it comes to spirits because messing with the wrong demons can open the wrong portal to the other side and you don't want to do that! You also don't want to hangout with the wrong people either because they can influence you in a way you don't want to be influenced by such as taking you down the wrong path in life! When you think about your loved ones, remember that they are in a better place! Don't be sad because they are gone but just know that they are happy and they are looking down on you and they are proud of you and they will always be proud of you no matter what! Here is my tip and question of the the day?! My tip of the day is be happy for your loved ones who are in a better place! Please, don't be sad because they aren't here anymore but be happy because they want to see you smile! Please, smile for them and be happy for them! My question of the day is, if you had to pick three people who went to be with Jesus and you had to say something to them, who would you pick? Why would you pick those three people? Sound off in the comments down below and let me know! Please! Thank you so much! I love y'all! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! Y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode for today! I hope y'all enjoyed today's blog for today! Always remember that your loved ones is always looking down on you, so don't be sad! Be happy! Don't sad because I don't like when my Blogger Dreamers are sad! Please, be happy! They will always be looking down on you no matter what! For today's quote of the day, it goes like this: "Not everyone can understand everything, so don't try to explain everything to everyone". -Nitin Namdeo. I love this quote so much because you don't have to explain anything to anyone if you don't want to! Not everyone doesn't need to know your business! I mean you can tell your family and close friends, but they are the only people they need to know! You don't have to explain how you are feeling or why you are feeling this way! Don't explain to anyone because they don't deserve an explanation! I hope everyone will have an amazing weekend ahead and please, stay safe! I love y'all so much and please always remember our slogan: "Dream Big! Don't give up on your dreams"!! I love y'all and Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! I will see y'all on my makeup and fashion blog page and for the song of the week that chose for next week, it is "Solo" by Jennie from BlackPink, so stay tuned! I hope everyone stays safe and hydrated as well! This blogger queen is out! Peace! ✌💙

Today's quote of the day! I love this quote a lot!! 

"She's an old spirit with 
a kind of spirit that 
can't be tamed.
Let her be free, 
let her run,
let her live". 
-Madiha.  I love this quote so much because everyone doesn't have a spirit that can't be tamed and I don't have a spirit where I can either be nice or be mean, don't make me mad! 

"Never speak of others in a bad way.
The negative energy that you put out 
into the universe will multiply when
it returns to you." 
-Walking In Wisdom. I love this quote so much because when you speak about people in a negative way, there is a thing call "karma" and it will come bite you in the butt! Don't put negative energy into the world and don't bring other people with you either!! 

To end this week's blog episode, for this week's song of the week, it is "Hope World" by J-Hope. I love this song so much because all I want to do in life is bring hope for everyone and I am praying that I can!! 

Talking about Nature! By: Brandee Darden!!

                                          Talking about Nature! By: Brandee Darden! Blog episode on Wednesday, October 12th, 2022!! 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers and welcome back to an all new blog episode! It's your girl aka the blogger queen herself, it is Brandee Darden here!! I am so happy to have my Blogger Dreamers on a new blog episode! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! By the way, how is my Blogger Dreamers doing today? Is everyone doing okay and well? If not, that's okay! If any of my Blogger Dreamers aren't doing okay, here is my advice: if you aren't doing okay, I am here for you! You are loved by so many people! You are going to have fake people who are going to enter into your life and then, you are going to have real friends who love and care about you so much! Stay with those real friends, not your fake friends! Before I jump into today's blog episode, I am going to talk about Monday's blog episode! On Monday, I talked about the word "nightmare". To me, that word has a negative connotation to it which is not good at all! Nightmares are horrible dreams and at night, I want my Blogger Dreamers to have good dreams at night, not bad dreams! For today's blog episode, I am going to talk about Nature! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about the word "nature", what comes to mind? Why does it that thing come to my mind? Do I think nature is a good thing or a bad thing? Why do I think nature is a good thing or a bad thing? What do I love about nature? Why do I love nature so much? Let's get started with a new blog episode! Shall we? We shall!! #happyblogWednesday 

What is the most calming thing about nature? Why do I think that thing is the most calming thing about nature?

What is the most calming thing about nature? I think the most calming thing about nature is when it is fall season, the wind is blowing or when it is night, the stars will come out and it looks so gorgeous and beautiful! I also love taking sunset and when the sun is out type of photos! I think the pictures that I took of the sunset and when the sun is out is so beautiful and gorgeous! I think nature is so gorgeous! I think it is calming and beautiful!! Why do I think that thing is the most calming thing about nature? The reason why when it fall season, the wind is blowing or when it is night, the stars will come out and it looks so gorgeous and beautiful is the most calming about nature is because when the wind is blowing and the leaves are falling, I think it is the most beautiful and gorgeous thing in the world! When it rains as well, I love it when it rains because it is so calming and so beautiful when it rains especially when you see the lighting when it rains as well! I think Nature is so beautiful and gorgeous! I love nature more than anything!! 

What comes to mind? Why does it come to mind? 

When I think about the word "nature", what comes to mind? When I think about the word "nature", what comes to mind is the calmness, how beautiful the sunset is, and so much more! I love when the wind is blowing! When the wind is blowing, I think it is so beautiful! When the sunset is setting, I think it so beautiful that you want it to remember it forever! When it rains and the lighting strikes down, it looks cool but also looks scary at the same time! I love sitting outside and enjoying nature! Sometimes, I go for walks and absorb the beautifulness and enjoy the wind blowing! I love it so much!!! To me, it calms me down and and I feel safe when I am enjoying nature! Why does it come to mind? The reason why when I think about the word "nature", I think about the calmness, how beautiful the sunset is, and so much more is because when leaves fall during fall, I love it so much! When the sunset is setting, it is so gorgeous! I love when I go on walks at times, I love to enjoy walks at times or I love to sit outside and absorb the wind just because it feels so good outside at times!! Nature is so awesome and I love a lot!! 

Do I think nature is a good thing or a bad thing? Why do I think nature is a good thing or a bad thing?? 

Do I think nature is a good thing or a bad thing? I think nature is a good thing! I think in my own opinion, I think it is good for your mental health! I feel like the wind can calm you down or when you look at the sunset, it could calm you down as well! It depends on the person if they like nature or not or if they are an outdoor person or not as well! Before, I wouldn't go outside for nothing but now, I love it so much! I love the outdoors so much! If it was up to me, I would stay outside and sleep in a tent! I love the outdoors so much! Why do I think nature is a good thing or a bad thing?? I think nature is a good thing because nature is so calming! When I sit outside, I feel calm! After a long day, I just love sitting outside! It helps me calm down and think about the positive! Nature is the most calming thing ever and I love it! 

What do I love about nature? Why do I love nature so much? 

What do I love about nature? What I love about nature is the rain hitting the ground, when I see a beautiful sunset setting, and when I just sit outside and enjoy the fall breeze! All of those things to me are absolutely gorgeous and beautiful to me! When it is rain, it is music to my ears which I love so much! I can listen to the rain for hours and hours on end because it is so beautiful to me and so gorgeous that I low key would sleep in the rain if I had to! I love the rain so much! The rain sound to me is something that is soothing to me! I find rain the most soothing to me! I love the rain so much! I also love sitting outside and looking up at sky to see the star and talk to my loved ones who went to be with Jesus! I love doing that a lot! Why do I love nature so much? The reason why I love nature so much is because when I feel anxious or I had a bad day, I just want to sit outside and listen to BTS or Kpop sad and melancholic Kpop music to calm my nerves a lot! When I sit outside, I feel so much better! I feel like my nerves are less calm and I feel okay!! Nature is such a beautiful thing that I want to enjoy it forever and sit outside forever as well!! I love nature more than anything!

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day?? 

In conclusion, enjoy nature because nature is the most beautiful thing ever! When you are having a bad day, go outside and bring you a notebook or a journal and write down how you are feeling? Enjoying nature is the most beautiful thing ever because you will feel calm and just ignore everything around you and forget what is going on in your life! Focus on your mind and focus on the beautiful nature that is in front of you! Here is my tip of the day and question of the day?! My tip of the day is enjoy the beautiful nature that is in front of you because you don't know when your last day can be until it is too late! Nature is so beautiful and going on walks can calm you down! Walks to me are the most calming thing ever and I love it! My question of the day is Does any of my Blogger Dreamers love nature like I do, if so what do y'all love about nature? Why do y'all love nature? Comment down and let me know! Please! I would love to read y'all's comments! Thank you so much! I love y'all so much!! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's the Blogger Queen, Brandee here and y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! I hope y'all enjoyed today's blog episode because I know that I did! I think Nature is so beautiful and so gorgeous to the point where I don't want to leave outside because I love it so much!! I never been a big fan of outside but now, I am because it is so calming!! For today's quote of the day, it goes like this: "Tough Times Don't Last. Tough People Do". -Robert H. Schuller! I love this quote so much because there are days where you want to give up and there are days where it is going to be tough but you have to remember that tough days don't last long but tough people do and my Blogger Dreamers are much tougher than they think they are! Don't give up because I love y'all so much! I hope everyone will have or had a good day! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! Always remember our slogan: "Dream Big! Don't Give Up On Your Dreams"! I love y'all so much and I will see y'all on Friday! Please, stay hydrated and please, stay safe! This Blogger Queen is out! Peace!! 💜✌

Quote of the day! I love this quote so much! Such an amazing quote!! 

A picture of the sky that I took of the morning of October 1st of this year!! Such a beautiful morning!! 

"The silence of nature 
honestly speaks louder 
than any words".
-Thena Franssen. I love this quote so much because nature is so beautiful and the silence of nature speaks louder than any words because nature is so beautiful and I love it so much! 

I took this picture on September 18th of this year and I love this picture so much!! It is so beautiful and so gorgeous!! I love it a lot!! 

The word "nightmare". By: Brandee Darden

                                   The word "nightmare". By: Brandee Darden. Blog episode on: Monday, October 10th, 2022! 

Intro to my blog/ talking about last week's blogs!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers and welcome back to an all new blog episode! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, it's Brandee here and I am so glad to have y'all on a new blog episode for today! How are y'all? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday! I hope everyone had a safe and amazing weekend! If not, that's okay! I pray that y'all have a good week ahead! There is going to be all new blogs this week and on top of that, there is also new quotes this week as well! Also, a new song of the week as week! Before I talk about this week's blogs, let's talk about last week's blogs! Last week, I talked about my two of poems which were "my sisters" and "Letting your feelings attack you" and I also talked about analyzing the song "Changes" by XXXTentacion which was last week's song of the week! On Monday, I talked about my poem about "my sisters". I love each and one of my sisters so much! Do I wish we talked more? Absolutely! Does it hurt me that we don't talk much? Yes! To any of my sisters who is reading this, whenever y'all can, please message me whenever y'all can! Please! I love y'all! On Wednesday, I talked about Analyzing the song "Changes" by XXXTentacion. I love that song so much! The way I describe this song is when a guy or even a girl recognizes the guy or the girl feel out of love with them and they are changing in front of them! Change can be good or a bad thing but within this song, it is bad! I also talked about there is something that I wanted to change within myself and that is quit beating myself up! I always beat myself up and I need to stop doing that! On Friday, I talked about my other poem "Letting your feelings attack you". When you wake up each morning, you don't know how you are going to feel and it stinks! Sometimes, you are going to feel okay or sometimes, you are not going to feel okay and that's okay! Everything is going to be okay! For this week's blogs, I will be talking about the word "nightmare", talking about nature, and good spirits vs bad spirits. Without further ado, let's get started! Shall we? We shall!! 

Talking about today's blog episode! Why did I choose this topic to talk about? What is this week's song of the week? When I think about "Hope World", what comes to mind? Why does it comes to mind? 

For today's blog episode, I would be talking about the word "nightmare" blog episode by Brandee Darden. In today's blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about the world "nightmare", what comes to my mind? Why does that thing come to my mind? What kind of nightmares have I had before? Why did I have those kind of nightmares? Did I think my nightmares were real or fake? Why or why not did I think my nightmares were real or fake? Why did I choose this topic to talk about? The reason why I chose this topic to talk about is because people can have nightmares and that is really scary! Nightmares are terrifying and you want them erase from your memory forever! What id this week's song of the week? For this week's song of the week, I chose "Hope World" by J-Hope! I love this song so much! This song is such a bop and it has a good beat to it which I love so much! When I think about "Hope World, what come to mind? When I think about "Hope World", I think about the place that gives me hope and peace whether it be my blogging space or outside even! When I am at my Blogging space, it gives me hope and peace which I love! Why does it come to mind? The reason why it came to my mind is because I love sitting at my blogging space so much! I feel safe here and I feel comfortable here! I love to sit here so much!!

In my own opinion, what can cause nightmares? Why do I think nightmares can be cause that way? 

In my own opinion, what can cause nightmares? In my opinion, I think what can cause nightmares is scary movies and past traumatic memories! When you watch a scary movie, it can scare the crap out of you whether it is a jump scare or even something that looks like it is coming out of the TV! When I think about past traumatic memories, it could be someone you love ended up in the hospital or you had to see your loved one with wires on them while in the hospital which is also scary! I remember seeing my grandpa, Flex in the hospital with all the wires and to me, it is such a scary feeling to see someone who you love so much have wires hooked up to them! Another thing that might cause nightmares is when you are walking and you feel like someone is watching you but you looked behind and you don't see someone there, so run home and locked the door! That is a scary feeling! I never had that happen before but to me, I think it is a scary feeling and it could leave you traumatized for life and it want to make you stay home forever!! Why do I think nightmares can be cause that way? The reason why I think nightmares can cause that way is because there are scary movies out there that can be scary and there are some scary movies out there that are based on true stories! Sometimes when you experience past traumatic memories, it can hurt you so much that you want that memory gone forever and if you are going through past trauma, I am so sorry! You are never alone and that I love you so much!! 

What comes to my mind? Why does that thing come to my mind?? 

When I think about the word "nightmare, what comes to my mind? When I think about the word "nightmare", I think about the scary things that I went through that I felt like they were nightmares! There is a lyric by Taylor Swift that goes like 'Cause, darling, I'm a nightmare dressed like a daydream". The way I can describe this lyric is some people I might have bad experiences with people who they dated and sometimes, when you like the person, you might think to yourself "that person is going to be a real nightmare but actually they are really sweet". I might look like a nightmare but really I am a sweet daydream! Nightmares can be a scary thing and it is not pleasant thing at all! You feel like those nightmares are real and it is a horrible feeling because you see it in your mind! Why does that thing come to my mind? The reason why it came to my mind is because nightmares are the worst thing to ever go through in life and it is not a good feeling to go through! Nightmares are scary thoughts that you never want to have bad nightmares and you want to have good dreams because good dreams are a good thing and nightmares are bad!!

My nightmares! Why did I have those kind of nightmares before?

What kind of nightmares have I had before? The first nightmare that I have had before was I remember in my dream that I went to visit the Netherlands and the next thing I knew, they told me that "we couldn't be friends anymore because I am boring and I can't keep an conversation going". I honestly thought that nightmare was real which was scary! The second nightmare that I had was in my nightmare, I was sitting at my blogging desk! The next thing I knew, there was a fire outside and it was outside of my room which was so scary! I had to save my dog, Jewel but when I woke up, it was just a nightmare! Nightmares aren't a joke! They are scary! Why did I have those kind of nightmares before? The reason why I had the first nightmare before is because I guess I am used to having friends leaving my side which to me, that hurts to say because I would care about my so called friends and just thinking about that nightmare hurts a little bit! The reason why I had the second and final nightmare was because when I was a junior in high school, our next door neighbor's house got caught on fire which I was scary because I thought our house was going to get caught on fire as well but luckily, it wasn't! I don't like when someone's house is caught on fire and it is sad to go through that!! 

Real or fake?? Why or why not did I think my nightmares were real or fake? 

Did I think my nightmares were real or fake? I thought my nightmares were honestly real! To me, those nightmares were real which was absolutely scary! Nightmares are terrifying because it can trigger something and when you have a nightmare and you wake up, for me I just want cry because I thought it was real especially the when I went to visit my friends in the Netherlands and they told me that we couldn't be friends! That feeling when one of your friends told you that they couldn't be friends with you, it breaks your heart! I had a so called friend who blocked me which hurts, I'm not going to lie! It doesn't feel good! I feel like fire nightmare was real as well! I have two windows in front of my blogging desk and my makeup vanity as well and to think that a real fire can actually happen, is a scary feeling!! Why or why not did I think my nightmares were real or fake? The reason why I thought my nightmares were real because friends can hurt you at any moment but they wouldn't prepared you which it can hurt you! It is not a good feeling when someone hurts you especially when you thought you could trust those people for life and they wouldn't hurt you but you were wrong! Fires aren't something to joke about because fires are scary and never play with fires! They are very dangerous!

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day? 

In conclusion, nightmares are the scariest thing ever! Never go to bed after a scary movie because that is the scariest thing that you could ever do! Never watch a scary movie at night because you might get spooked! Don't let anyone spook you especially if it is on Halloween night! Nightmares are scary and you never want to experience an nightmare on your own! It is so scary! Here is my tip and question of the day!? My tip of the day is if you are experiencing a nightmare or you are remembering something that was traumatic in your past, you are never alone! Everything will be okay! Just take it a day at a time! My question of the day is what kind of nightmares did y'all have? Do you think your nightmares where real or fake? Sound off in the comments down below and let me know what kind of nightmares did you have and do you think your nightmares are real or fake? Please! Thank you so much! I would love to read y'all's comments! Thank you! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! Y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode for today!! I hope everyone enjoyed today's blog episode for today! I know that nightmares aren't easy to handle, but y'all got this! My Blogger Dreamers are stronger and don't let your nightmares bring you down! Never watch a scary movie at night but if you do, make sure you watch a happy movie after it!! Please! Thank you so much! For today's quote of the day, it goes like this: "A negative mind will never give you a positive life." -Unknown. I love this quote so much is because if you live with a negative mind, you won't have a positive life! Never live with a negative mind because it is not good for your mental health! Don't let the negative words bring you down either! I hope everyone will have a good or had a good day, wherever y'all might be at in this world! Please, be safe and don't forget our slogan: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams"!! I love y'all and I will see y'all on Wednesday where I talk about Nature! I love y'all and Happy Monday or in other countries, Happy Tuesday and please, stay safe! This Blogger Queen is out! Peace!! ✌💙

Quote of the day! I love this quote so much! Such an amazing quote!!

"It's hard to wake up 
from a nightmare 
if you aren't even asleep". 
-J.S. I love this quote because if you aren't sleeping, then you are actually in a nightmare! Maybe your life is nightmare but you just don't know it but do you? That is the question you need to answer on your own! 

"The freaky thing about nightmare 
is realizing that they were created 
by your mind". 
-Unknown. I love this quote because your mind creates good dreams and nightmares and you never know if you could have a good dream or bad dream!! 

"My best dreams and worst 
nightmares have the same 
people in them".
-Philippos. I love this quote a lot because sometimes, we will have the same people in your dreams and that can be either destiny or just out of the ordinary!!! 

For this week's song of the week, it is "Hope World" by J-Hope! I love this song so much because I want to make this world a better and hopeful place! To me, my hope world is my blogging space because my blogging space gives some hope and peace, which I love so much! 

The fear of rejection!

                                  💔   The fear of rejection! Blog episode by: Brandee Marie Darden. Friday, September 23rd, 2022!! 💔 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the queen herself, it's Brandee Darden! Welcome back to a new blog episode! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! How's my fandom doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Just take it a day at a time! On my latest blog, I talked about fear of abandonment! When you or someone has a fear of abandonment, it makes you not want to trust someone because the person who you used to trust before, broke it and abandoning  you because they didn't want nothing to deal with you anymore which sucks!! Being abandoned stinks and it is not a good feeling at all! On today's blog episode, I will be talking about the fear of rejection by yours truly, Brandee Marie Darden. I will be talking about on Monday, I talked about how to deal with rejection and with fear of rejection, how hard can it be dealing with the fear of rejection? Why dealing with the fear of rejection can be hard at times? When you have a fear of being rejected by a school you want to go to or there is a job that you always wanted but you are worried about being rejected, how can that affect your mindset? Why can that thing affect your mindset? If I have any advice about having a fear of rejection, what is my advice? Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers?? Now, without a further ado, let's get started!! Shall we? We shall!! #newblogiscoming!! 

The fear of rejection! When I think about the words, "fear of rejection", what comes to mind? Why does it come to mind? 

When I think about the words, fear of rejection, what comes to mind? When I think about the words "fear of rejection", the first thing that comes to mind is having a fear of rejection! Picture this: When you have a crush on someone and when you thought that it was your time to ask your crush on a date, but all of sudden, your crush says the word "no". That totally leaves you broken hearted and sad! Here is another scenario: Imagine applying a job that you have always dreamed about! You are filling out the paperwork and everything and you went for your interview! You thought you nailed the interview! Right? Nope because the next day, you got a call saying that "you didn't get the job". It leaves you really sad because you were looking forward to getting that job or even going on a date with your crush, but it didn't happen because you got rejected! Being rejected stinks and it doesn't feel good at all! When you have that fear of rejection, it can scare you and it makes you think to yourself, "I'm not going to get this job. They are not going to hire me". When you get into a negative mindset, it affects you a lot! Why does it come to mind? The reason why it comes to mind is because when you have this fear of rejection and it is scary! You don't want to be rejected by all means but at the same time, you get nervous and anxious because you either want your crush to like you or you want the job that you want so bad.

How hard can it be dealing with the fear of rejection? Why dealing with the fear of rejection can be hard at times? 

On Monday, I talked about how to deal with rejection and with fear of rejection, how hard can it be dealing with the fear of rejection? People deal with fear rejection very differently! Some people deal with it calmly or some people break down and cry or even freak out! When dealing with rejection, I tend to freak out and panic! I don't like to be rejected but it is apart of life and you have to accept it or not. Dealing with rejection isn't easy but at the end of the day, you have to accept that job isn't meant for you or your crush might not like you in a romantic way, but y'all were meant to be friends and that's it!! Why dealing with the fear of rejection can be hard at times? I think dealing with the fear of rejection can be hard at times because when you live in fear of "oh! Someone isn't going to like me because I look quirky" or "What if I can't do the job right". You should never live in fear of rejection because it is not good for you and you should be proud of who you are, not afraid to be who you are!! 

How can that affect your mindset? Why can that thing affect your mindset? 

When you have a fear of being rejected by a school you want to go to or there is is a job that you always wanted but you are worried about being rejected, how can that affect your mindset? When you get into a mindset where you like "No one isn't going to like me. The job interview is going to go wrong. I just know it" and stuff like that, you are entering yourself into a negative mindset where you are feeling negative about yourself and you are putting yourself down! Never ever put yourself down and never doubt yourself! Never put those negative thoughts in your head! Why can that thing affect your mindset? The reason why the negative thoughts in your head can affect your mindset is because you are self sabotaging yourself that you won't get the job or if you crush will like you! Who knows? You and your crush might have something in common but you never know because you are putting these negative thoughts into your brain and you are putting yourself down! Don't put yourself down and never self sabotage yourself because it's not worth it!

My advice! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers??  

If I have any advice about having a fear of rejection, what is my advice? If I have any advice about having a fear of rejection, my advice is let that fear go! If you didn't get that dream job that you have always wanted or if your crush doesn't like you, then that's the company's lost and your crush's fault for rejecting you, not yours. Don't ever self sabotage yourself because it's not worth it! Don't ever be afraid of being rejected because if you get rejected, it might hurt for a little while but at the end of the day, at least you tried and you tried your best! That's all that matters!! Don't self sabotage yourself! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? The reason why I would give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers is because if you self sabotage yourself, you are basically setting yourself up for failure and you don't want to do that! It's not even worth it! Everyone gets rejected every once in a while and that's okay! If that company doesn't want you, that's fine! Move on from that company and don't cry over it because you got rejected! Find a different company that deserves you and if your crush doesn't like you, move on from them and find someone who does like you for who you are! Don't settle for less because you don't deserve that!! Be proud of who you are!! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day!! 

In conclusion, having a fear of rejection can be hard at times but everyone needs to realize that we all get rejected from something whether it is from a job offering or even a crush who might not like you romantically but that's okay because you deserve someone who likes you for who you are or find a company who sees your work ethic! If that company doesn't see your work ethic just from your resume, then that's their lost! Not yours! There is plenty of job offerings around you and don't be afraid being rejected because that is apart of life! Never give up and don't feel defeated!! Here is my tip of the day!! My tip of the day is don't self sabotage yourself and never be afraid of rejection because you will get rejected but that's fine because you are strong and you don't need to give up! You got this and hang your head way high and don't show everyone that you are sad because you are strong and you got this!!! I believe in my Blogger Dreamers!! Never give up!! 

Alright, my Blogger Dreamers!! It's the Blogger Queen here to tell y'all that y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! I hope everyone enjoyed today's blog episode! Just know that being rejected is apart of life and just know if y'all get rejected, just know that y'all are amazing and don't give up because I love y'all!! Never give up!! For today's bible verse, it goes something like this: "Above all else, guard your heart, for everything you do flows from it." -Proverbs 4:23. I love this bible verse so much because you should always protect your heart at all cost! Guard it from getting your heart broken because you don't deserve to get your heart broken! None of my Blogger Dreamers do! Always protect your heart no matter what! I love y'all so much and I hope everyone will have a great weekend ahead! Please, stay safe and always remember our slogan: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams"!! I love y'all and I will see y'all on my makeup and fashion blog page where I will be talking about Jin and Namjoon's fashion, Suga and J-Hope's outfits, and BlackPink's outfits from their music video, "Pink Venom". Stay tuned for those blogs next week!! Have a great weekend and Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! This Blogger Queen is out! Peace!! 💜✌

Bible verse of the day! I love this bible verse so much!! Always protect your heart no matter what!!! 

"Fear of rejection is 
holding you back". 
-Unknown. I love this quote because don't let rejection hold you back! Never let rejection get you down! It's not worth it!!

"Rejection Doesn't 
Mean That You 
Aren't Good 
Enough. It Means 
The Other Person 
Failed To Notice 
What You Have 
To Offer."
-Mark Amend. I love this quote because if the person fails to see how nice you are or if the company sees how hard working you, it shows they notice nothing about you and it shows that they don't care about how nice you are or how hard working you are!! 

"The Fear of 
Rejection Is 
Worse Than 
Rejection 
Itself". 
-Nora Profit. I love this quote because the fear of rejection can be quite scary and be rejected can be a difficult thing to overcome but at the end of the day, my Blogger Dreamers can overcome it!! 

To end today's blog episode, let's end the blog with the song of the week which is "Left and Right" by Charlie Puth featuring Jungkook from BTS! I love this song so much! Such an amazing song and it has a good tempo to the song as well!! I love it so much! 

The fear of abandonment. By: Brandee Marie Darden.

                                         💔 The fear of abandonment. Blog episode by: Brandee Marie Darden. Wednesday, September 21st, 2022!! 💔 

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers and welcome back to a all new blog episode! I'm so happy to have my fandom back on a Wednesday or in other countries, a happy Thursday! How's my fandom doing today? I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! It's a brand new day and it's a new blog kind of a day! Before I talk about today's blog episode, let's talk about Monday's blog episode! On Monday, I talked about how to deal with rejection? When someone rejects you or even a job rejects you, that hurts! I have been rejected before and it is not a good feeling at all! My only advice about getting rejected is if someone rejects you, just know that you are much better without that person and there are better jobs for you! Everything will be okay!! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about a subject that hit home for me which is the fear of abandonment! Yes, this subject does hit home for me because I know what it is like to be abandoned and it doesn't feel good at all! For today's blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about having a fear of abandonment, what does it make me think of? Why does it make me think of that thing or things? In my opinion, where does my fear of abandonment come from?? Why does my fear of abandonment come from that? If I have any advice about being abandoned, what is my advice? Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? Now, without further ado, let's get started with a new blog episode! Shall we? We shall!! Happy Blog Wednesday!! 

What does feeling abandoned like? Why does feeling abandoned like that? 

What does feeling abandoned like? Feeling abandoned is like when you see a house that is empty for so long that someone abandoned it and it looks dirty or when a dog can't find its owner because the owner abandoned it. That is what feeling abandoned is like! Feeling abandoned makes you feel sad and alone that it feels like you have no one to trust, love, or support you which is so sad. I feel like everyone deserves love and be supported. No one should ever not feel loved or supported because everyone deserves that and if no one doesn't love you or supported you, well I am here for you and I will gladly take you under my wing!! Why does feeling abandoned like that? The reason why feeling abandoned is like abandoning a house or even a dog because it feels like no one wants to take care of the house or a dog! Taking care of a dog or even house is a big responsibility and if you got that house or even a pet, why in the heck would you abandon it? It is hard to be abandon by someone who you thought they loved you but they obviously didn't because they wouldn't stopped loving you and wouldn't stop caring about you! If you ever feel abandoned and not loved, this Blogger queen is here and she cares about you so much!! Never forget that, Blogger Dreamers!! 

What does it make me think of? Why does it make me think of that thing or things?? 

When I think about having a fear of abandonment, what does it make me think of? When I think about having a fear of abandonment, several things comes to my mind!! The first thing that comes to my mind when it comes to having a fear of abandonment is when you a family member or even a parent who would be there for you one minute and then, the next minute, they are not there for you and they have abandoned you! That is the most hurtful thing in the world! When I think about having a fear of abandonment, the second thing that comes to my mind is when your friends where talking to one minute and then, the second thing you know, they stopped completely talking to you! When your friends were talking to you one minute and the next minute, they stopped talking to you and they completely forgot about you! That is hurtful! It hurts because I had that happened to me before! It is not a good feeling at all! When I think about having a fear of abandonment, the third and final thing is when you feel like you can't trust or depend on and those people who you thought you could trust and depend on, completely abandoned you! I had people who I thought I could trust and depend on when I need help, but they abandoned me and it is so hurtful! When those people completely left me and abandoned me, I was hurt and I thought I could trust them, but they showed me that I can't! Why does it make me think of that thing or things? The reason why I thought of having a fear of abandonment and why those things came to my mind is because when you felt abandoned, you feel alone and it sucks when you feel alone! That is how I felt at times when I felt abandoned! I felt alone and I felt like I didn't have any friends who I couldn't trust but I do but at the same time, not really!! 

My opinion! Why does my fear of abandonment come from that? 

In my opinion, where does my fear of abandonment come from?? I think my fear of abandonment comes from my friends and certain people walking in and out of my life! I had people walk in and out of life that I was scared of them abandoning me! I was scared that they were going to walk out of my life completely and stopped talking to me!! I was scared that everyone will forget about me and never talk to me ever again! I had people stopped talking to me and that hurt me so much! My fear of abandonment hurts me so much and it sucks! I feel like I have come "clingy" to some of my friends that I am afraid that my friends might leave me because I become clingy to them! I hate feeling alone but I like be alone but I am scared of people leaving me. Why does my fear of abandonment come from that? The reason why my fear of abandonment come from that is because I had people walk in and out of my life and it sucked so bad! I have this fear where if I make any new friends, they might leave me and it felt like they have abandoned me which would hurt me so much! I don't want to become clingy to those friends that I already have and them leave me as well! It would hurt me a lot!! 

My advice! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers?? 

If I have any advice about being abandoned, what is my advice? If I have any advice about being abandoned, my advice is yes, it is going to hurt for a while but you need to realize if those people that you thought you could trust and depend on, you thought wrong! If those people chose to walk out on your life and chose to abandoned you, you don't need those people! You can't trust those people and those people left you! I know it hurts, but you don't need those people in your life anymore! Those people are horrible and awful! Don't depend on people who are going to walk out in your life!! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? The reason why I would give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers is because I know what is like to feel abandoned and I know what is like  to have people who walked out of my life! Yes, it hurt me but at the end of the day, I realized that I don't need those people and apparently, those people don't need me because they seem fine without me which is hard for me to say, but it is the honestly truth!! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day?? 

In conclusion; yes, I do have a fear of abandonment! I can't help it that when people walk out of my life, I tend to feel hurt and betrayed because those people hurt me and they left me! Sometimes, I over think that I am clingy to my friends because I am scared that they might leave me which is terrifying to me to think of! I don't want a friend or friends to walk out of my life and then, abandoned me! It is a scary thought to think of! Being abandoned sucks and it doesn't feel good at all! Here is my tip and question of the day?! My tip of the day is I know it hurts to have people who abandoned you, but you are going to see their true colors and you are going to see that you are much better without them in your life! Believe me! When I had certain people leave me, I was hurt but at the same time, I realized I was better without them in my life!! My question is to my friends who have known me for a long time, am I clingy or no? If so, what makes me clingy?? Another question of the day is, do you have a fear of abandonment? If so, where does your fear of abandonment come from? Sound off in the comments down below and let me know! Please! Thank you so much! I love y'all! Remember, you are never alone because I'm here! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your Blogger Queen here to remind everyone that y'all have reached the end of today's blog episode! It hurts to be abandoned! Believe me, I know that feeling and it is the most hurtful feeling in the world! It feels like you have people around you but it doesn't in a way!! I am here for anyone to support them and be here to help them out in anyway! You are loved by this Blogger Queen!! For today's bible verse, it goes like this: "The Lord My God Lights My Darkness". -Psalm 18:28. I love this bible verse a lot because the Lord my God can lead me to the light and out of the darkness. If you believe that God can lead you out of the darkness and the funk that you have going on in your life, then he can lead you out of the darkness and lead you to the light! I hope everyone will have a great day or in other countries, a great evening! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! Don't forget our slogan: "Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams". Stay safe and I will see y'all on Friday where I will be talking about the fear of rejection!! I love y'all and please, stay safe! This Blogger Queen is out! Peace!! 💜✌

The bible verse for today!! Such a beautiful bible verse for today!! I know the Lord, my God will lead me out of the darkness and into the light out of the funk that I am in!! 

"I feel forgotten and 
replaced and 
abandoned and 
betrayed and hated 
and worthless to 
everyone at this 
point.

I have no one". 
-Unknown. This quote is a representation of how I am feeling at times! When I am at lowest, I feel like I have no one and it sucks!! 

"Shes a little scared 
to get close to anyone 
because everyone that said 
"I'll always be here for you"
left".
-Unknown. A quote that I can relate to because I had people say to me "I'm always here for you and I will never leave you", but they ended up leaving me.

"I hate feeling 
unimportant to the 
people that are the
most important to me."
-Unknown. When I will be there for people, but when I need support, I have anyone and it hurts so much! I hate that feeling unimportant. It is so hurtful!!