Blogging! When I think about blogging, what does it make me think of? Why does it make me think about it like that? What is the meaning behind my poem? Why does this poem has a special meaning? What kind of advice would I give to people who finds a new hobby or wants to enjoy something new? Why would I give this advice to someone who wants to find something new to enjoy?

                                           

   Blogging! When I think about blogging, what does it make me think of? Why does it make me think about it like that? What is the meaning behind my poem? Why does this poem has a special meaning? Why does this poem have a special meaning? What kind of advice would I give to people who finds a new hobby or wants to enjoy something new? Why would I give this advice to someone who wants to find something new to enjoy? By: Brandee Darden. 

Intro to my blog!!!

Hello, my shinning star butterflies! Happy Friday or I should say happy Saturday in other countries! I hope everyone is doing well and amazing! I hope everyone is taking good care of yourself!! I am doing well and amazing! On Wednesday, I talked about my poem "Life" and what life meant to me and what was the meaning behind my poem! Life is too precious to loose and if you spend time with your family or friends make sure you remember those moments because you will never get those moments back! Today, I will be analyzing my poem "Blogging". Yes, I wrote a poem about blogging. Blogging is something that I enjoy very much! This past 4 months have been an amazing journey and I am so blessed to have so many people supporting me and reading my blogs! It means a lot. I will be talking about when I think about blogging, what does it make me think of? Why does it make me think about it like that? What is the meaning behind my poem? Why does this poem has a special meaning? What kind of advice would I give to people who finds a new hobby or wants to enjoy something new? Why would I gave this advice to someone who wants to find something new to enjoy? I enjoy blogging so much! Blogging for me is to escape and open up my feelings and share my stories! It is a way to express the way I am feeling and try my best to give the best advice. Blogging is something that I love so much that I love to share my stories with anyone who is struggling with something relatable that I went through. I love it a lot because I love to remind people that whatever you are going through, everything will be okay! You have to have faith in what you believe in and that you need to make yourself happy! In order to enjoy something, you have to make yourself happy! That's the most important person who need to make happy and that's you! Your happiness matters and you need to be happy!! 

When I think about blogging, what does it make me think of? Why does it make me think about it like that?

Here is how my poem goes: Blogging by Brandee Darden.

Blogging is something 

that I enjoy!

Blogging is something 

that makes me 

and millions of other people happy! 

When I blog, 

I can't help 

But Be Happy! 

I enjoy Blogging! 

I pray that

I get to 

Continue doing it!

Do what you 

Love and Enjoy 

It! When I think about blogging, what does it make me think of? Well, when I think of blogging I think of sharing my stories, my struggles, and my happiness!! When I blog, it is my way to express how I am feeling and the way I can share what struggles I am going through! Blogging is a way to tell my stories and to share my struggles. The reason why it makes me think about it like that is because when I blog, I feel happy and overjoyed because I get to share my stories and how I feel at that moment. They way I blog is very different. I don't want to hide from my struggles. I want to share my struggles and tell people whatever they are going through, everything is going to be okay and I know everything will be okay because I believe it will. I think telling people your struggles and showing them how you have come is an amazing milestone. I have come such a long way from when I started until now. I am so proud of myself and I can't wait to see what this blogging journey continues to do for me! 

What is the meaning behind my poem? Why does this poem has a special meaning?

The meaning behind this poem means to me is blogging is something that I enjoy doing! I enjoy changing people's lives and I enjoy sharing my moments that I have went through in my life. Telling people what I have been through and telling them that everything will be okay or giving the best advice that I can is the best feeling ever! Knowing that my my stories can reach millions people and knowing that they like my blogs is the best feeling ever! I am happy to know that my blogs are getting shared as well. It makes me feel good to know that people are enjoying my blogs! The reason why this poem has a special meaning because I take blogging very seriously. Blogging has become apart of who I am as a person and it will always be who I am no matter what. I enjoy changing people's lives and I enjoy getting up in the morning and start typing away! I love planning blogs for the next months! I love doing this because I love to see people happy! I love seeing myself happy! I want to be everyone's hope like how J-Hope from BTS is my Hope. I love J-Hope so much! He is my ray of sunshine and he gives me hope everyday! If I can give everyone hope and help them get through the hard times, I did my job and I am happy with that! I want people to know that no matter how hard life can get, just know that you have people who love you and care about you so much. I love doing these blogs because I can share my stories and I can tell people that everything will be okay! 

What kind of advice would I give to people who finds a new hobby or wants to enjoy something new? Why would I give this advice to someone who wants to find something new to enjoy?

If I could give any advice to anyone who wants to find a new hobby or wants to enjoy something new, here's my advice: If you want to find a new hobby or wants to enjoy something new, find something that brings you joy. Find something that you might like forever! Doing something that you love and that you enjoy will make you happy! If you like to draw for example, continue to do it! If you like to write songs, continue to do it! Find something that makes you happy! You gotta do something that makes you happy and you need to make yourself happy while doing it! Blogging makes me happy and I love waking up early and doing it!! I enjoy every minute of it! The reason why I would give this advice to someone who wants to find something new to enjoy is because if you continue to do the same things over and over again, you will get bored of it and you want to find things that you want to enjoy forever and things that make you happy! Do things that you like and do things that will bring a smile on your face! Always do things that will make you happy! 

In conclusion/ Tip and question of the day?

In conclusion, what brings a smile on my face is blogging! I love blogging a lot because it makes me happy and I love telling people what I have been through. Going through something and opening up about it was hard for me at first, but now I can do it without a problem. Blogging is away for me is a way to escape and tell people what I have been through! Blogging is a way to make me smile and I love blogging more than anything in this world! I would continue to blog until I can't do it anymore! Blogging brings a smile on my face and I enjoy doing it! Here is my tip and question of the day! Here is my tip of the day: Do something that makes you happy! Do something you will enjoy forever and always! Do something that you love and that you will always love! Don't do something that you won't love and that doesn't make you happy! Enjoy stuff that you like!! Here is my question of the day: What is something that you love and enjoy? Why do enjoy it so much? Let me know in the comments down below! 

Alright, my Shinning Star Butterflies! Y'all have reached the end of my blog post for today! I hope everyone enjoy this blog for today! I hope y'all find something that y'all will like forever! Do something that makes me happy and do something that y'all will enjoy forever!! I hope everyone stays safe and always be who you are! Don't change for anyone else! I hope everyone has an amazing weekend and I will see y'all on Monday! Stay bright like a star and fly like a butterfly! I love y'all and stay safe! The queen of blogging is out! I love you, guys! Have an amazing weekend and see y'all on Monday! Peace! ✌💕💜💫

Here is me writing blog ideas will listening to "Fool" by Winner! I love this song a lot! Such an amazing song! 

Here is me writing blog ideas while listening to BTS, my all time favorite Kpop band! I love them so much! 

One of my go to soft Kpop songs that I love to listen to! It is such an amazing song! 

My second and final go to soft Kpop song that I love to listen to! I love this song a lot and it is such an amazing song! 

Life! If I could describe my poem in my own words, how would I describe my poem? Why would I describe my poem like that? What is the meaning behind my poem "Life" is about? Why does this meaning mean a lot to me? How can I describe my life? Why I did describe my life like that?

                                                   

Life! If I could describe my poem in my own words, how would I describe my poem? Why would I describe my poem like that? What is the meaning behind my poem "Life" is about? Why does this meaning mean a lot to me? How can I describe my life? Why I did describe my life like that? By: Brandee Darden.

My intro to my blog!

Hello, my shinning star butterflies! Happy Wednesday or I should say Happy Thursday in other countries! I hope everyone is doing amazing and well. I also hope everyone is being safe and making sure you're not getting sick! Today is Wednesday and you know what that means? It is blog Wednesday and it is time for a new blog! On Monday, I talked about my poem "Sadness" and what it meant. Today, I will be talking about my poem "Life". I will be talking about if I could describe my own poem in my own words, how would I describe my poem? Why would I describe my poem like that? What is the meaning behind my poem "Life" is about? Why does this meaning mean a lot to me? How can I describe my life? Why I did describe my life like that? Life is too precious and you never know when it is your last breath or anyone else's until the last day! Life is about moments that you will remember forever or life is about always keep trying even when life gets hard at times. Life is so precious and no  matter how hard life gets or it might get tiring, you should always keep trying no matter what! My poem goes like this 'Life"

When life gets 

Hard, always get 

Back up! When life 

Gets tiring, always 

Keep trying! Life 

sometimes suck, 

But just know

That the person 

Who you are

 Today, Tomorrow, and 

The future will

Never give up

Trying." I love this poem a lot because when life gets hard, you might struggle for a bit, you might get tired at times, but you should never give up. Life is too precious to give up. Life is about spending time with people who matter and who are there for you no matter what. Yes, friends might leave you but real friends will be there for you no matter what! Friends that are precious and rare to find and are precious in your life! 

If I could I describe my poem in my own words, how would I describe my poem? Why would I describe my poem like that?

If I could I describe my poem in my words, how would I describe my poem? The way I can describe my poem is to me, life can be taking away just in a blink of an eye. It can be gone like that but we can forget about us and think to ourselves that "Life isn't worth leaving" because we might suck or we will never be good enough. Just because life can be hard at times but doesn't mean that we have to give up. We don't have to give up because something isn't going right in our lives. If we live in the right mindset and remember that life doesn't suck, then we can be happy! The reason why I describe my poem like that is because sometimes people will go through such a hard time in life and they feel like they are alone, but in reality they are not alone. There is people who care about you so much! You have people who love you so much and care about you! Life is worth living and you have to make yourself happy in your own life! You have the right to live your own life! It's your life and live how you want to! 

What is the meaning behind my poem "Life" is about? Why does this meaning mean a lot to me?

The meaning behind my poem "Life" is about is about just life and that sometimes it does suck or you want to give up, but you can't. Life is about enjoying the things that are surrounded by us and you have to enjoy those moments until there gone. They can be gone just like that and we didn't get to enjoy those things because you were too afraid to give up or yes, you might get tired of working but life is amazing and worth living! Life is about not giving up! You have to be your own person and you have to be the leader of your own life! It's your life and you life how you want to. If you are not happy, change something in your life that doesn't make you happy! You need to make yourself happy because your happiness is the most important thing in your life! Why does this meaning mean a lot to me? Well, the reason why it means a lot to me is because you have to be a leader of your own life. If there is something going on or something wrong, change it! You are the leader of your own life and if you don't like it, change it! Make sure you are happy because if you are not happy, please change something that makes you happy! You might get tired, but you need to keep trying! Life can suck at times, but just know that everyone is the most amazing people ever and the person that you are today, tomorrow and the future will never give trying! You have to keep trying and yes, you are going to fail, but you should never give up! 

How can I describe my life? Why I did describe my life like that?

The way that I can describe my life is yes, I have my ups and downs! Yes, there is moments that I am not happy but guess what? I change those moments because I realize my life is worth living and I need to make myself happy. I don't need to be upset over little things. I need to be happy because my life is worth living. I am the leader of my own life and my own life is the best because I have people who love me for who I am. I have true friends who there for me when I need them. I am so lucky to have great nieces and nephew who loves me so much. I have nieces and nephews who love me a lot as well. I have the most amazing family and friends and I am truly blessed. My life is a blessing not a curse! I am blessed to be who I am and I am not afraid of who I am. I have an amazing dad, mom, step mom, and a lot more family and friends. My life is truly a blessing! Why I did describe my life like that? Y'all maybe wondering "Brandee. why did you describe your life like that"? Well, the reason why I did describe my life like that is because I go through a lot and I do get tired and I want to give up, but at the end of the day, I have to live my life and I need to make myself. I have to be my own leader and make my own choices and the right choices to. I need to accept that my life isn't perfect and I know that I am far from perfection. My life is worth living and so is everyone else's. You need to make yourself happy and just remember that life goes on!!! 

In conclusion/ Tip and question of the day?

In conclusion, life is so precious and it can be taken away in a blink of an eye. Life is about how you live it and how you can live your own life. My life, your life, and everyone's life is a blessing! Yes, you might be going through some problems but you can get through those problems. Just remember to never give up and always keep fighting! Life is worth fighting for and you have people who love and care about you so much. Life is worth it and you have to get through the struggles that you are going through. I know that I have struggles that I battle with myself sometimes, but instead of me battling myself with my struggles in my life, fight through them and tell myself "I will get through it". Life is an amazing thing and if you need anyone, I am here for anyone! Here is my tip and question of the day! Here is my tip of the day: If you are going through something really hard in your life, just pray to God about it. I believe God will answer your prayers and will take anything away that you are going through! Life is worth living and never give up on your life! Life is so precious and enjoy it while you can. Here is my question of the day: How would you describe your life? Let me know in the comments down below! 

Hello, my Shinning Star Butterflies! You have reached the end of my blog for today! I hope everyone will take care of yourself and don't get sick! Don't overwork yourself either! Your life is so precious and enjoy life as much as you can because life is awesome and if you are not happy, change something your life or if you are surrounded by toxic people in your life, cut them out of your life. Always love yourself because the person who you are today, tomorrow, and the future will never give up trying! Always try your best no matter how hard life gets. Never give up trying! I love y'all so much and stay safe, my Shinning Star Butterflies! Stay gold, shine bright like a star, and fly like a butterfly! I will see you on Friday! Your blogging queen is out! See you later! Peace!! 💜✌

"You 
are the best leader of
your own life."
-Jung Hoseok aka J-Hope. I love this quote because it is true! You are the best leader of your own life. It is your own life and you need to make the best decisions and choices for yourself. You need to make yourself happy and your happiness is worth everything! 

"You never know the value of what you have until you loose it."
-Jung Hoseok aka J-Hope. I love this quote because you never know the value of what you have until you loose it whether it is a family member or a friend or your life. Life is worth it! 

This song is called "Life Goes On" by BTS! I love this song because when I am going through something hard to the point that I want to give up, I remember that Life Goes On and that life will always go on no matter what. I love this song a lot.

Sadness! In my own words, what does this poem mean to me? Why does this poem mean to me? What is the meaning behind the poem? Why is the meaning behind the poem mean a lot to me? If I could give any advice about sadness or how to get rid of sadness, what kind of advice would I give? Why would I would I give that type of advice to people who are sad? What kind of things I do to overcome my sadness?

                                                 

Sadness! In my own words, what does this mean to me? Why does this poem mean to me? What is the meaning behind the poem? Why is the  meaning behind the poem mean a lot to me? If I could give any advice about sadness or how to get rid of sadness, what kind of advice would I give? Why would I give that type of advice to people who are sad? What kind of things I do to overcome my sadness? By: Brandee Darden!

Intro to my blog! 

Hello, my shinning star butterflies! It's your girl, Brandee here! I hope everyone had an amazing weekend and I hope everyone has an amazing week ahead! Happy Monday or I should say Happy Tuesday in other countries! It's Monday and you know what that means? That's right! New blog Monday! Last week on my room blog page, I talked about what I have gotten for blogging space so far, if I had my own house, how would I decorate, and the theme for my room! This week, I would be talking about my poems and what each one means to me? Before I get into my blog, I just want to say a huge thank you to everyone who has supported me on this blog journey! I can't believe how far I have gotten in this blog journey so far. I am so proud of myself for getting this far into my blogging journey so far! I want to give a huge shout out to my older sister, Brandy for sharing my blogs for every time I put out a new blog. My sister has been my biggest fan since I can remember. She shares my blogs every time I release a new one and I am so blessed that she can share my work to her friends! It means everything to me! Enough of me rambling! Let's get into my blog! Today, I will be talking about my poem "Sadness". I will be talking about what it means to me, why does it mean to me, and stuff like that! When I think about sadness, I think of being unhappy or when you cry and someone dies in a movie or in real life. That's sadness to me! I don't want to feel sad a lot because it will bring me down and I don't like that! My poem goes like this: Sadness is a feeling that will never go away! Sadness will always be with you, no matter what! No matter how you feel, always make yourself happy! Never let your sadness bring you down! Do what you love and stick with it. I love this poem a lot because no matter how you feel, sadness will always be with you! It doesn't matter if your happy, sadness will always be with you and apart of your emotions!! 

Sadness. In my own words, what does this poem mean to me? Why does this poem mean to me?

The title of my poem is called "Sadness" and it goes like this: Sadness is a feeling that will never go away! Sadness will always be with you, no matter what! No matter how you feel, always make yourself happy! Never let your sadness bring you down! Do what you love and stick with it. In my own words, what does this poem mean to me? Well, in my own words this poem means everything to me! This poem came from the heart! This poem is about sadness and when I think of sadness, it makes feel sad in a way where I want to cry at times! I cry when I am sad or there is a sad scene in a movie or TV show. You can even feel sadness at funerals as well. Sadness is everywhere at times and when you feel sad, just cry! It's good to cry! It's better to cry then keep it in until you burst! When I sad, I just want to cry because that's all you can do! This poem means a lot to me because I wrote it from my heart and even though you might feel sad or sadness around you, just know that you can also feel happy as well. You need to feel happy because it is not good to feel sad! If you ever feel sad, just know that you have people who love you and God loves you as well! God will always love you no matter what! Sadness will be an emotion that might not or might go away for a little bit, but just know it's okay! It's okay not to be okay! Everything will be okay and you have to be strong for everyone!

What is the meaning behind the poem? Why is the meaning behind the poem mean a lot to me? 

The meaning behind the poem is when you feel sadness around you, just know that it's okay to feel sad and it's okay not to be okay because we have those moments that we feel like the world's crashing down and we want to give up but in reality, we can't give up because we have people who love us for who are and they are counting on us to be there for them even when life gets hard. When life gets hard, just know that everyone is amazing in their own way and life goes on! Life will continue to go on no matter what! You have live your own life and you have to make yourself happy! Your happiness is all that matters! The meaning behind the poem mean a lot to me because when you feel sad, just know that you can talk to people and there will be people will listen to you! People will always listen to you even when you are sad! When you are sad, listen to your favorite music or draw or even go on a walk! You need to do what makes you happy!!! Your happiness counts and you need to create your own happiness!! 

If I could give any advice about sadness or how to get rid of sadness, what kind of advice would I give? Why would I give that type of advice to people who are sad? What kind of things I do to overcome my sadness? 

If I could give any advice about sadness or how to get rid of sadness, what kind of advice would I give? Well, if you are feeling sad just know that you're not alone in this battle! You're not alone and if you are feeling sad, just know that you have people who love you for who you are! Don't let that change you! You have people who will love you for who you are and they will accept you for who you are. You have people who care about you so much and I will be there for you no matter what! I care about my supporters because they are important to me! If you need someone to listen to you or to talk to, I am here for everyone 100%. I am always here for everyone and I will be here for you no matter what! Why would I give that type of advice to people who are sad? The reason why I would give this type of advice to people is because I want to help people who are sad! I want to help them the best way that I can! I feel like helping people is an amazing feeling because when you love and care about that person, you want the best for them and you want to help them the best way you can! I feel like if you need to help that person, just help them the best way that you can because if you can help them and you make them happy, you did your job right! I love helping people because if I can make them smile or do anything that puts a smile on their faces, then I am doing my job correct! What kind of things I do to overcome my sadness? The things that I do to overcome my sadness is I love to listen to Kpop music. It gets me happy and I love listening to BTS! They make me really happy! A song that I love and that I love to listen to is "Permission To Dance". That song is such a pick me song and I love it so much!! I also love to write and working on blogs and poetry! I love doing those things because they make me happy and I love publishing my work!! 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day?

In conclusion, just know that sadness is an emotion that will always be there no matter what! Just know that you might feel sad for a little while, just know that you have people who love you for who are you! Never give up and if you need someone to talk to, just know that I will always be here for you no matter what! I will always love my supporters and I will always care for my supporters because they are always for me and I will always be here for them. I will listen to everyone because I care! I will always care! Here is my tip and question of the day! Here is my tip of the day: If you are having a hard time and you need someone to listen to you, I will always be here for you no matter what! I will listen to you and I will never judge you. I am here if you need me! Here is my question of the day: What are some things that you like to do when you are sad? Let me know in the comments! If you are feeling sad, just know that you can cry and it's okay to cry! Just know that I will love and each of my supporters and I will support each and one of y'all! I am here for y'all if y'all need anything!! 

Alright my Shinning Star Butterflies! Y'all have reach the end of the blog! I hope y'all enjoy this blog for today! Just know that you will never be alone because I am here for everyone! I love y'all so much and I will always be here for y'all no matter what! I don't care what time it is, I am here for everyone! I love y'all and I will see y'all on Wednesday! Stay safe and always be careful! I love y'all! I'm here if y'all need anything! Queen of blogging is out! See y'all later! Stay safe! ✌❤💜

"No matter what 
you Face 
in Life, 
Don't let go of 
God's Hand."
-Unknown. I love this quote because no matter what we are facing in this world rather it is sadness, put it in God's hands. 

"I think it's time to be happy again."
-Unknown! I love this quote because you need to be again and happiness is the most important thing ever and you need to be! Don't let anyone ruin your happiness. Your happiness is the most important thing! 

"Permission To Dance" by: BTS! I love this song because it is such an upbeat song and you don't anyone's permission to dance and it is such a pick me up song!! 

Update! Where I have been? Why was I being M.I.A? Why am I feeling sad? Why do I think I have depression? What are these negative thoughts doing to me?

                  Update on me! Where I have I been? Why was I being MIA? Why am I feeling sad? Why do I think that I have depression? What are these negative thoughts doing to me? By: Brandee Darden.

Intro to my blog!! 

Hello, my shinning star butterflies. Happy Monday or in different countries, happy Tuesday!! I hope everyone is doing absolutely amazing and fantastic. I am doing okay!! I have my good days and bad days depending on which day it is. So before I get started on today's topic, I want to give a huge shout out to the people who was helping me through my negative thoughts. On Thursday, I was thinking so negative about myself and I didn't feel happy because I was sad and lonely. I am so grateful for my family and friends who were by my side and just being there for me reminding that I am worthy of love and that I know that I am loved. Now, moving onto today's title!! Today's title is going to be about update on me! Where I have I been? Why am I being MIA? Why am I feeling sad? Why do I think that I have depression? What are the negative thoughts doing to me? So, on Thursday, August 19th, out of the blue, I started to cry and think negative thoughts about myself and my future. When I thought about myself in a negative way, that I was so hard for me to process. I couldn't believe it what I was I thinking or doing. My heart was broken when I was thinking the wrong things about myself. That wasn't the real me. It was really crazy!!!

Where I have been/ Why was I being MIA?

Y'all maybe wondering, "Brandee, Why did you not posted a blog post on Friday? You always posted on a blog post on Friday." Well, the reason why I didn't post on Friday is because I was still having those negative thoughts about myself and I felt like I couldn't post on Friday. It hurt me so much. I love writing and typing up blogs for my shinning star butterflies and knowing that I couldn't do it for y'all hurt me so much. I love blogging and changing y'all's live and inspiring everyone that you can chase your dreams no matter what. Do y'all know what was hurting me more than anything in this world? What was hurting me more than anything was not having the motivation to work on a blog post. That was killing me so much. I love blogging and blogging is my life. I love it more anything in this world because blogging is my passion and it truly makes me happy and making my readers happy makes me happy. The reason why I was being MIA and not posting a lot was because I didn't have any motivation to type or really work on blogs or blog ideas which honestly broke me more than anything in this world. I am proud of blogging journey so far and not having the motivation to work on something that I am proud of was very very sad for me. I didn't like that I wasn't inspired to work on something that I really enjoyed. 

Why am I feeling sad??

The reason why I am feeling sad is because of me feeling lonely!! I hate when I feel lonely!! When I hear the word "lonely", I think of being sad all the time and in my own world. I hate being alone because I love being around people who make me happy not sad. I hate being by myself. I love being around laughter because it makes me happy and I want to be happy all the time not sad. Sometimes when I do feel sad, I just want to hide in my own bubble and just cry because I feel like crying is the best way to let everything out and if I let out crying, then I feel better. When I feel sad, I listen to happy songs or at least I try to, but I always ended up listening to sad songs. I hate the feeling of being sad, lonely, and maybe depressed. It stinks because all I want is to be happy but I don't know how to be happy and it really stinks. 

Why do I think I have depression/ What are these negative thoughts doing to me? 

The reason why I do think I have depression is because there would be moments where I am so happy and then, I would have these negative thoughts or feelings about myself and they are just awful thoughts. I would feel so awful about myself that I felt like giving up. Depression runs in my family and thinking me having it and my kids have it in the future, it is a scary thought. I never thought of myself thinking that I would have depression would be a possibility, but now I am seeing it. I get overwhelmed easily and I feel sad at times. It stinks that I could have this diagnoses and it sucks. When I think about these negative thoughts, I think of lowly myself because I feel like I am not worthy of love or no one will love me for who I am as a person and when I think about those negative bringing me down is the worst feeling for me because I used to think about happy thoughts about myself, but now at times I would I think lowly on myself. These thoughts that I would think about is "I'm not worthy of love. I'm not pretty. I would never be pretty. No guy would never love me because I'm plus size", those thoughts like that. I never thought I would have those types of thoughts in my head and it sucks so much. It really does suck. 

In conclusion/ Tip of the day.

Thinking that I might have depression is a scary thing! I never thought of me having it because I was happy at times, but now thinking that I might have it is a lot scarier. If I do have it, I will take it a day at a time and I will never loose this battle. Here is my tip of the day: If you know anyone or yourself have depression or any mental illnesses or you think you do, then please go for some help. There is a lot of people who are suffering from mental illnesses and if you are struggling or your friend or loved one is struggling, please help that person in need. Tell them that "You are worthy of love. You are beautiful/handsome, I will always be here for you", stuff like that. It could help that person out. Please, never beat yourself up just because you are battling through these things. Everything will be okay and everyone can get through this. I believe in everyone. Please, be happy and be positive!!!

Alright, my shinning star butterflies! Y'all have reached the end of my blog! I hope everyone is having an amazing Monday or Tuesday, wherever y'all maybe in the country!! I love y'all and I will see y'all tomorrow. Brandee is out!!! Stay gold like a star and fly like a butterfly!! 

"Only those 
who care
about you
can hear
you when 
you're 
quiet".
-Unknown. I love this quote because you are going to have those people who know you so well and who can read you like a book. They are going to be like "You are not doing okay". They will know that you are not okay and that you need a hug. 

"Be strong.
The 
Beginnings 
To Great 
Things Are 
Always The 
Hardest."
-Unknown. I love this quote because you are going to have time where you want to give up, but you have to be strong for your friends and family. You are going to have hard times, but you can't give up because you are strong.

"Sometimes,
when I say 
'I'm okay. '
I want someone 
to look me in the 
eyes, hug me 
tight and say, 
'I know you're not. '
-Unknown. I love this quote because I wish someone would look at me in the eyes and say "I know you're not". I am going to have times where I think I am okay but at times that I am not okay. I would want someone to hug me and tell me "everything will be okay". 

My two dentist appointments, what happened, why did I have them, and how I feel after having a dentist appointment?

                          My two dentist appointments, why did I have two dentist appointments , and what happened at my dentist appointments? By: Brandee Darden 💜

My Intro to my blog!!

Hello, my shinning star-butterflies!! It's your girl, Brandee here. I hope everyone is having an amazing weekend so far. I hope everyone is also doing well as well. Before I talk about today's topic, I want to say thank you for the amount of support that I have been receiving from everyone. Receiving this amount of support and love from my amazing supporters has been amazing and I feel so loved. I love each and one of my supporters so much. I am so blessed and grateful. Today is the last day of July and this month has been crazy but it was worth being crazy because today, I will be talking about my dentist appointments, why did I have two dentist appointments, and what happened at my dentist appointments. Have you or anyone suffer from a tooth pain that it hurt so much to the point where you want to want to cry so much? That is what happened to me. It was hurting me so much to the point where I was crying and in agony. I couldn't enjoy my favorite foods and it was heartbreaking for me and everyone to see me in so much pain. I felt like I was suffering and I wanted the pain to end so much. It killed me that I was suffering for so long that it was torturing me a lot. I couldn't sleep at night and it torment. I love sleeping and not enjoying sleep was horrible. I hate not being happy and not my cheerful self. Before I was in terrible pain and hurting, I was such a happy girl and full of life. After I had that awful pain, I wasn't as cherry as I was before and I wasn't bubbly either. Now, I am happy, bright, bubbly, and full of happiness. I am back to my old self and I couldn't be any joyful. Now, I am going to explain my dentist appointments, why did I have two, and what happened at my appointments.

My two dentist appointments and what happened at my appointments??

On July 7th, at 10 am, I had my dentist appointment. I had to fill out some paper work and that wasn't no fun at all. It was so boring!! They did some X rays and turns out they found a broken tooth and a wisdom tooth. So, they sent me a referral to a oral surgeon in Hattiesburg, MS. When I went to my dentist appointment in Hattiesburg, MS, I went in and filled out some more paperwork. I didn't like filling out the paperwork at all. It was terrible but it is apart of being an adult!!! After filling out the paperwork and stuff like that, I was waiting for my name to be called and they called for me. They did my X Rays and of course, they did found a wisdom tooth and a broken tooth. I honestly think they were more worried about my broken tooth then my wisdom tooth. I honestly didn't know that a broken tooth would cause me so much suffering and hurting that they end up doing surgery on that same day. Yes, on the same day, they end up doing the surgery to remove my broken tooth. So, after they numbed my mouth and put me to sleep, they did the surgery. They removed the broken tooth and I am so happy that they removed it. After having the surgery, my dad came in and I remember telling him that "BTS was number one for 6 weeks in a row" and that is all I remember. I was so tired and numb that I didn't feel like doing anything that day. They gave some medicine for my pain and stuff like that. They gave me some mouth wash and it was so nasty. I hated the mouthwash so much. Absolutely disgusting!!!

Why did I have my dentist appointments? 

The reason why I did have my dentist appointments is because I was in so much pain that I couldn't eat my favorite foods and it sucked so much. I couldn't eat my favorite foods such as steak or wings or anything that was hard. I couldn't imagine being in pain any longer or suffering any longer. Not getting any sleep or going through that pain for a long time was hurtful to me and everyone around me. Seeing my family and friends hurting because I was hurting, killed me a lot. I didn't like that they were hurting because I was suffering. It was the worst pain that I have been through in my entire life. I am just glad that I am better.

How am I feeling after having a dentist appointment and after my surgery??

How am I feeling after having a dentist appointment and my surgery?? Well, I am feeling so much better than before. I can enjoy the food that I loved before and it doesn't hurt when I eat, which is such a good thing. I think the dentist did a good thing by taking my broken tooth out and now, I don't have to worry about it. I don't have to worry about suffering in a lot of pain anymore. I am glad that I am can be my old myself without being in such immense amount of pain. I am over the moon and I am just glad that I can be my old bubbly and bright self before the pain came and now, my amazing family and friends don't have to see me in pain anymore, which is a good thing. I have been pain free for 3 weeks now and I am glad to be pain free. Being away from pain is awesome!! I am very fortunate to not have pain anymore!!! 

In conclusion/ tip of the day!!

In conclusion, my dentist appointments were good and I am so glad that I am feeling much better and not in a lot of pain. I am glad that I don't have to suffer in pain anymore. I am glad that I can be a happy person not a person who doesn't want to get out of bed and want to do anything. I am glad that I can hang around my family without hurting a lot. I am glad that I don't have to go through that again. I am just blessed and grateful. Words can't describe how happy that I am not in pain anymore and i just happy and full a light. Here is my tip of the day: Please, take good care of yourself and make sure if you are going through in pain whether it is physical pain or even a tooth pain, please go take care of it and make sure it is okay. Make sure you have people to check on you because I think it is important to have people to check on you and ask you if you are doing okay. Always make sure you take good care of yourself and be happy!!!

Okay, my Shinning Star- Butterflies!! I hope everyone has an amazing Saturday or an amazing weekend, wherever y'all maybe be in this world!! Always shine bright like a star and fly like a butterfly!!! Always accomplish your dreams and always dream big!!! Aim for the stars and think positive!!

Me after surgery, feeling so much better and tired!!

Me feeling all pretty on July 19th!! Me actually feeling happy that I can smile without any pain!!! 

Me before surgery!!!! This picture was taking on my birthday!!! 

The main points that happened in June and talked about what happen in July!!!

                              What happen in the month of June and what is happening in the month of July? By: Brandee M. Darden. 

Intro!!!

Hey my Shinning Star-Butterflies! It's your girl, Brandee here!! I hope everyone is doing absolutely amazing and taking really good care of y'all selves!! I honestly think taking care of yourself is such an important thing because if you don't take care of yourself and if you are not well, make sure you are well and make sure that drink some fluids and stuff like that. Today, I will be talking about the main points of what happened in June, what type of stuff happen, what happen in July, and what type of stuff happen in July?! June and July were  crazy months. I am not going to lie. June was kind of a good month for me but towards the end of the month, it was hard for me!! Towards at the end of June, my uncle passed away and that was really hard for me and my family. I still can't get that image out of my head of my dad crying! Seeing my dad cry, broke  my heart. My dad is my best friend and when he is hurt, I'm hurt!! When my family is hurt, I am hurt because I want to comfort my family and tell them that everything is going to be okay.

My June moments and what went through that month and how I went through it?

My June moments were good and some were sad. On June 9th was a really good day with my dad. We had a good father and daughter day. I got me some good stuff and I am happy about the stuff that I got for myself. Spending time with my dad is never a dull moment. When I spend time with my dad, we always have a good time with each other. He always makes me laugh and I love him so much. Towards the end of June, my uncle passed away on June 21st and after seeing my dad sad broke my heart. It hurt me so bad. When you see someone who you love so much whether it is someone in your family crying or hurting, it breaks you into a million of pieces. That is what happened to me when I saw my dad crying and I never see my dad cry. My dad is someone I look up to and see someone who is strong. I see him strong and I see him as my superhero. Even superheros cry and seeing my own father in sadness hurts me. In the month of June was some good moments and sad moments. I got through those sad moments by listening to Kpop music, spending time with family, writing down blog ideas!!! When I am having a hard time, I like to listen to Kpop music because Kpop music calms me down and it makes me happy especially BTS. They are my favorite Kpop band ever and I love them so much. I think spending time with family is important because you never know when is your last day or your families last day until it is too late!! 

My July moments and what is going on within this month?? 

The way I can describe July was crazy and finally pain free. On the week of July 4th, I had a dentist appointment on July 7th. At my dentist appointment, they found a broken tooth and I found it so crazy that this whole time that I was in pain from that broken tooth. On July 8th, I went to another dentist appointment. I honestly thought it was going to be a consult but nope. I end up having surgery the same day. I am actually glad that I had the surgery because I was tired of being in pain. I am glad to be pain free and be away from pain. It sucked being in pain a lot. On July 25th, I decided to leave Mississippi for a little bit and hangout with my family for a while in Louisiana. I am having an amazing time with family. I love my family a lot and I love spending time with them. There is never a dull moment here and we always laugh and I love laughing. July has been amazing and I am so glad to be here with my family in Louisiana. I love being here with them and I love them so much!!! 

In conclusion! 

In conclusion, these past few months had some good moments and bad moments but I am glad that I had some enjoyable moments with people who I love very much and I am glad that I am pain free. Being pain free has been amazing! I am sleeping very well and I feel better after waking up everyday. If I could describe how it is to be pain free, I would describe it as amazing and I feel happiness because being in pain had brought me so much sadness and misery that I was so miserable that I couldn't enjoy the food that I loved so much. Now, I can enjoy food without any pain and I am so cheerful again. I am a bright and bubbly person that I used to be before I was in pain. It feels so good to not be in agony anymore. I deserve to a joyous person not a person who doesn't deserve to suffer. I feel so much better and so much happiness. 

Tip of the day/ Question of the day??

Here is my tip of the day/ question of the day: If you or someone you know went through a lot between June and July, remember that there is more good months coming ahead. Never give up because you are amazing in your own way. Be positive and always be there for people. Always check on people who you love and always remember the good moments, not the bad moments. Between June and July, what has been y'all's favorite month? Did you have any good moments between June or July? Let me know in the comments down below. Please!! 

Alright my Shinning Star-Butterflies!! I hope everyone is having an amazing day or had an amazing day. Where ever y'all maybe in this world, just know that I am always here for everyone and I will support everyone the best way that I can. I love y'all and be safe!!! Take care and I will see y'all tomorrow! Happy Weekend!! 💖💜💫

My shirt that I got at Torrid's. I love this shirt a lot!! 

                  My shoes, eyeshadow, and cleaner for my brushes that I got at Walmart!! 

"In the end,
Some of your
Greatest Pains
Becomes your greatest 
Strengths."
Min Yoongi.
I love this quote because we are going to have a bad moment or a bad day, but those days will become your greatest strengths and each day will become stronger.

My lows and how I got through them.

        

My lows and how I got through them by Brandee Marie Darden.  

Hello my Shining Star- Butterflies!! How is everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing absolutely amazing and shinning like stars and flying like a butterfly!! Today, I will be talking about my lows and how I got through them. Everyone has those moments where you feel you low and you basically don't want to get out of bed and all you want to do is cry. Yeah! I have had my low moments where I want to give up and just cry!!! I remember going through a lot of lows in my life and some of those lows are something that I'm not proud of. I will never forget when I feel like that I was at rock bottom and I wanted to give up and just cry. Hitting rock bottom is the most heartbreaking ever. Feeling sad and feeling hurt really does suck because you feel like world around you is collapsing and you don't know what to do. You feel helpless and you don't know how to deal with it!! In my next paragraph, I am going to name some of my lows and why I  went through them.

My lows and why I went through them!!! 

On October 5th, 2017, I remember feeling my lowest at my lowest. That was the day that I tried to commit suicide. I will never forget that. That was the day  that I wanted to give up on living because I felt so alone and all I wanted to do is cry and surrender myself because I wanted my grandpa back and I was so tired of being alone. I had a feeling of abandonment because I don't like being alone. I don't like being lonesome. Being lonesome is tiring and you feel so sad. Another low point that I hit was on the week of  June 6th of this year. On that week, I am not sure what day it was but I just remember feeling overwhelmed and tired that I just cried. I missed my grandpa a lot and I just cried thinking about him. It was so hard going through those low points without him here but I haven't had a all-time low since that week. Why did I go through those lowest points in my life? Well, I was having a hard time and I didn't know how to get through it without crying or wanting to give up. Now, I don't think about being at my record low anymore. I don't think it is worth being low on myself anymore. Yes, I may get overwhelmed but I try to push through and never give up because giving up is for quitters and I am not a quitter. 

How did I get through my rock bottoms and try to continue with life and making myself happy??

The way I got through my rock bottoms and try to continue with life by making myself happy is by writing blog ideas. I absolutely love writing blog ideas. When you come up with an idea and you want to write down as soon as possible because you don't want to forget it. That is with me with my blog ideas. I love creating new ideas because being creative is my speciality and I love doing it so much. Another thing that makes me happy is listening to Kpop music. I love listening  to Kpop music because it puts me in a good mood and I enjoy it a lot. My go to song is "Permission To Dance" by BTS. The reason why it is my go to song is because it is very upbeat and we can dance anywhere we want and we don't need permission to dance anywhere. We can dance anywhere we like to as long as we are happy!!! The 3rd and final thing that makes me happy is being around family and friends who are supportive and there for me whenever I need them the most. Having that support system is the best thing ever. Having people who supports you and who is there for you is the best thing ever. I am so lucky to have a support system who is there for you and it feels good that you have a support system who loves you for you and nothing more. It is awesome to feel love and support you by people who truly is there for you 200%. I am so lucky and blessed. I couldn't ask for an amazing support system. I don't have words to describe how I feel because having people who care about you and supporting you is an amazing feeling and I am blessed. I'm truly blessed!! 

In conclusion/ tip of the day.

In conclusion, when you are having a hard time always remember that you have an amazing support system there for you and they will never leave your side. Always remember that no matter how hard life can be, please never give up. Everyone is amazing in their own way and being your own person is an amazing thing. There is only one you and you have to live your best life as the best as you can. Never give up on your dreams and always believe in yourself. Never doubt yourself. Always keep trying your hardest and when things get hard, do things that make you happy!! Here is my tip of the day: if you know someone or even yourself going through a hard time or going through a low, be there for that person and always check on them and ask them if they are doing okay. Always check on your love ones and your friends. You never know what they are going through until you ask them if they are doing okay or not. So, check on your love ones and friends before it's too late!!! 

Okay, my Shinning Star-Butterflies!! I love y'all and stay safe. Make sure y'all stay healthy and always remember I am always here for you no matter what! Stay you and shine like a star and fly like a butterfly!! See y'all on my next blog! Brandee is out!!! 💜💖

"Life is a journey to be experienced, 
not a problem 
to be solved".
-Winnie the Pooh!! 
I love this quote because life is about experiences and some things can put us at a low times but it is all about experiences and learning new things.  

My go to song by BTS!!! I love this song so much and this song is very upbeat and very amazing. It makes you want to dance and you don't have to have permission to dance. You can dance when you want to. I love it a lot. 

"Your hardest times
often lead to the
greatest moments of 
your life. Keep the
faith. It will all be 
worth it in the end."
-Unknown. I love this quote because when life gets hard, just remember that you have to have faith in yourself. You're going to having to your bad days, good days, lowest days, and highest days, but you will get through it and just smile. 

 

Updating everyone how am I doing, where have I been, and how am I feeling after the surgery?!

    Updating everyone how am I doing, where have I been, and how am I feeling after the surgery by Brandee Marie Darden. 

Hey Everyone!! It's your girl, Brandee back again. I have missed y'all so much. I am so happy to be back and I missed y'all so much!!! Today, I will be talking about how am I doing, where I have been, and how am I feeling. Everything has been crazy. I have been going through a lot but I am doing a lot much better. June and July have been a little crazy but it's okay because I got through it. June was sad because on June 21st, my uncle, Richie went to be with God and my grandma, Phyllis. After finding out the news about him passing away, I was devastated. My heart was shattered and seeing my dad cry hurt me even more. I don't like when he cries. It hurts me when he cries or anyone cries in my family. I don't like when someone I know is suffering or hurting because if they are  hurting or suffering, then I am hurting and suffering. Loosing a love one is never easy. It is so hard to deal with that because when you love someone so much and then, the next moment they are gone. There is a quote that I love and it is by BTS J-Hope. It goes like this: "You never know the value of what you have until you lose it"- Jung Hoseok. I like this quote because you don't know the value of what you have or your time of your family until it's gone. Always love your family and your friends because you never know when they can be there last time. 

How am I doing over the past few months or so??

So, y'all maybe wondering "Brandee, how are you doing over the past few months or so"? Well, to answer the question, I have my ups and downs but I manage to get to get through them. I never give up when I am having a bad. I never think to myself that I want to quit because quitting is never in my blood. I never want to give up on my family or friends because I want them to see me happy. Blogging has helped me through so much. I love blogging a lot. Journaling has made me realize that I should open up more and it has made me truly happy. I am truly happy doing blogging and writing down blog ideas has helped me get through my downs. When I feel sad or down on myself, I will write a ton of blog ideas and honestly, I wrote a lot. I wrote over 480 blogs. To me, that's crazy! To think to write a lot of blog ideas makes me think that someday I could be a writer one day. It won't be a bad idea. Writing blogs is such an amazing thing that has ever happened to me and I am so glad that I am doing well in it!!! I am going to do well in these few months and I will never give up. 

Where have I been?

Y'all maybe pondering "Brandee, where have you been? Why haven't you been blogging lately"? To answer everyone's question, I had to take a break because I had a lot to do. I had dentist appointment and tooth pain that it hurt so bad. I wanted to cry because I wanted the pain to stop. I wanted the pain to end. I am so glad that I am back to blogging now and I am back stronger than ever!!! I am in awe that I am back. I missed my supporters so much. Blogging is what I love to do and not doing it for awhile has hurt me for a little bit but I had to focus on my health and made sure that I was better. I feel like health is important because you want to make sure that your healthy and that you have a clear head on what's going on. Always make sure that your healthy and that your happy as well. Always stay happy and make sure to check on everyone as well. I am happy that I am better and that I am happy again. 

How am I feeling after the surgery? 

On July 7th, I went to my first dentist appointment, they took x-rays and they found a broken tooth and a wisdom tooth so they sent me to a referral. On July 8th, I filled out some paperwork and I waited for someone to call me back. When I went back, I took more x-rays and of course, they found a wisdom tooth and a broken tooth. On the same day, they took the broken tooth out. I was so happy when they took out my broken tooth out. I am so happy that I am free from pain and I don't have to suffer through the pain anymore. I am finally happy to eat whatever I want without being in pain. Being in pain was the worse thing ever. Who ever thought a broken tooth would bring me so much pain? I am so happy that the pain is gone and I am not hurting anymore. I am free from pain and I am happy!! 

In conclusion/ tip or question of the day!!!

In conclusion, I have been through a lot with loosing a love one and with tooth pain, but loosing a loved one is a part of life and I have to accept it rather I like or not. I am just glad that I am in not in pain anymore. Being not pain is the best thing in the world. I am so happy that I am pain free and I can enjoy food that I love so much. I feel so joyful and I can smile again without being in pain. Being in pain was awful and terrible!! I never want to experience that ever again ever!!! I don't want to be in pain ever again. I hate struggling and I didn't know what to do or how to handle it. It was the worst thing ever!!! Here is my tip and question of the day! Always check on your friends or family because you never know what that person is going through!! If you have been through the worst pain ever, what is your worst pain? Let me know in the comments down below in the what pain you have been through and how bad it was?? 

Alright my Shinning Star-Butterflies, I hope you have a great day or night, wherever y'all maybe in this world. Always remember shine bright like a star and fly like an  butterfly because everyone is a shinning star in your way own way!! I love y'all and see y'all in the next blog!! Brandee is out!!! 

Me after my surgery!! I couldn't feel my mouth. 

"You never know the value of what you have until you lose it"
-Jung Hoeseok. I love this quote because you never know what you have until lose it. You never know when it's your or your family and friends last day could be.