Friday, June 2, 2023

The feeling of being broken! By: Brandee Marie Darden! Friday, June 2nd, 2023!!

                                            💔  Blog title: The feeling of being broken! By: Brandee Marie Darden! Date of blog episode: Friday, June 2nd, 2023!! 💔 

Intro to my blog! 

Hello, my awesome Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee here and welcome back to an all new weekly blog episode where I do blogs on Monday's, Wednesday's, and Friday's! I also do tiktoks on Sunday's, Tuesday's, and Thursday's!! Happy Friday or in other countries, Happy Saturday! How are my Blogger Dreamers doing today? I hope everyone is doing okay and well! Whatever is bothering you, just know that you are loved and I care about each and one of my Blogger Dreamers so much! When you are having a bad day, don't give up because God is on your side! Don't quit! Before I get into today's blog episode, I am going to do a recap of Wednesday's blog episode! On Wednesday, I talked about my most memorable moments in May! For me, I had some memorable moments in May! Some were good and some were I had a moment where I cried! I might of cried in the month of May but that is in the past now! If y'all want to go read that blog episode, the title of it is called "The most memorable moments in May". Please, go check it out whenever y'all can! Thank you so much!! Now, for today's blog episode, I will be talking about the feeling of being broken! In this blog episode, I will be talking about when I think about the feeling of being broken or someone breaking you, how does it make me feel? Why does it make me feel a certain way? Who or what kind of things break me down? Why do those things or those people break me down? How do I move on from things that break me? Why did those things make me move on? If I have any advice to give to my Blogger Dreamers about being broken, what is my advice? Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? Now, let's get into our imagination and get this blog episode started!!! Shall we? We shall!! 

Talking about the feeling of being broken! When someone broke me or I broke myself, what feelings am I feeling? Why am I feeling that way?

When someone broke me or I broke myself, what feelings am I feeling? The feelings of someone broke me or I broke myself, I get angry, sad, and even frustrated! When I get angry, my face gets super red and I start breaking down and crying! When I get frustrated, I start to blame myself because I get into my head way too much and ask myself "why"? or "why did I do this"? Sometimes, I don't know why I ended breaking myself or having someone breaking me! I shouldn't allow to break me or I shouldn't break myself even!! Why am I feeling that way? The reason why I am feeling that way is because when I have someone or myself break me, it hurts me so much to the point where I am crying and sometimes, I get frustrated with myself because I am blame myself for the way I am or why I am not good enough to that person! Sometimes, I put a lot of blame on my mind because I feel like everyone wants me to be good enough and it is hard!! I am hard on myself a lot to myself because I want people think I am good enough and that's hard!! 

My feelings!! Why does it make me feel a certain way? 

When I think about the feeling of being broken or someone breaking you, how does it make me feel? When I see someone breaking other people down, it hurts me a lot! Seeing someone who you care about and seeing other people destroying that person, it hurts me a lot! When I see someone being broken and they are hurting, I want to go to that person and comfort them the best way that I can! For me, I want to make them happy therefore, I want to cheer them up the best way that I can and be the best friend that I can! Why does it make me feel a certain way? I think the reason why it makes me feel a certain way because for me, I want people to be happy and when I see people sad or mad, I want to be there for them the best way that I can and cheer them up! When I someone with great sadness or frustration, my heart aches for them and I want happiness for that person and be there for that person no matter what!! 

Who or what break me down? 

Who or what kind of things break me down? I think the things that bring me down are the voices in my head! Y'all are probably thinking, what are you talking, Brandee? What I am talking about is when I listen to my voices in my head, I end up breaking down crying and sometimes, I wonder if I am good enough and sometimes, I don't feel like I am good enough at all! The second thing that break me down is when I am around negative energy! When people are being negative around me or I see other people tearing others down, it breaks me down, because I don't like when there is negative energy around me and I rather be around people who are more positive and happy than anything!! When people bring me down, the types of people who can bring me down are the people hate on my blogs or say "your blogs are depressing". When someone that I love say that to me, it broke so much! I have put my soul and heart into these blogs and having someone say "your blogs are depressing" and saying that I should talk something else besides makeup and fashion, nope! I am good! When people tear me down and break me, it hurts me because I trust that person and they show me who they are, I try and move on!! 

 

Why does those things or those people break me down? 

The reason why those things or those people break me down is when those voices are talking to me or when I am around the negative energy, it literally kills my mood! When the voices in my head tell me "you are not good enough", it breaks me down and I try to not listen to that voice because if I listen to that voice, it break me down and it will hurt me so much to the point where I will cry! As long as it goes for people who bring me down about my blogs, I will stand up for my blogs because these blogs mean a lot to me! Some of these blogs are based on true stories and they all come from my heart! I will write about anything and if people want to tear my blogs down, then I don't want you to be apart of my Blogger Dreamers because here at the Blogger Dreamers, we love and support each other no matter what and we like what others do or we support each in what we do, no tear each other down!! I am not going to let people tear me down and break me down anymore!


How do I move on from things that break me? 

Well, the first thing I need to do when I move on from listening to those voices in my head is stop listening to them and start believing that I am good enough and that I am loved! When I move on from listening to those voices and start listening to my good voices, it will make me stronger and show people that I am good and that I will be okay! When I remove the people who have negative energy, I will be around the people who have positive energy and be happy around those people! When I move on from people who talk about my blogs, I will put them in their place and ignore them because that what they get! Moving on from these things might not be easy but I know that I can be strong and stand up for myself! 

Why did those things make me move on? 

The reason why those things make me move on is because I don't want to dwell on the voices that are constantly bringing me down and breaking me! I don't need to be around the negative vibes that people might bring! I don't need people who will not support me in my blogging journey and call them "depressing" and trying to control in what I write and what I should write about! I will talk about whatever I want within reason and I will type my blog to my heart's desire! I never want to dwell on these things because it will bring me down and it will bring my mental health down even more and I don't want my mental health to go down! I will focus on what makes me happy and focus on more positive vibes than anything!! 

My advice!! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? 

If I have any advice to give to my Blogger Dreamers about being broken, what is my advice? My advice to all of my Blogger Dreamers about being broken is don't listen to those people who are breaking you down!  Y'all are much better than that! If someone is breaking you down for any reason whatsoever, don't listen to them because they are not as amazing as you! Y'all deserve so much better than that and don't let anyone make you cry! Those people who are breaking you don't deserve your tears and never listen those voices in your head that is constantly bringing you down because y'all are much better than that and everyone is amazing! Why would I give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers? The reason why I would give that advice to my Blogger Dreamers is because I want people to know that y'all are amazing in your own ways and those voices or people don't need your tears! Y'all are much better than that and people are just losers! Don't listen to those people who bring you down! Y'all are much better than that!! 

In closing! Tip of the day!! 

In closing, people who break you down just to make you feel better and say things that is hurtful is wrong of them! They want to see you hurting because to make themselves feel better! When someone is breaking you down, you stand up for yourself and you show them how strong you are! It is okay to feel broken every once a while but when someone breaks you down and tries to get in your head, don't listen to them because my Blogger Dreamers are fabulous and I love you for the way you are because y'all are amazing! Here is my tip of the day: My tip of the day is be the person who you are because if that hates on you and decide to break you down, you tell them that "I'm strong and your opinion about doesn't matter to me. I have people who matter to me and I don't need you breaking me down". My Blogger Dreamers, don't let anyone break you down because y'all are loved and I care about y'all so much! Stay fabulous!! 

Hello, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka the Blogger Queen herself, Brandee here to remind everyone that y'all just reached the end of today's blog episode for today! I hope everyone enjoyed today's blog episode for the day because I know that I did! When someone you love breaks you down or you break yourself down, it hurts you a lot and no one should never break you down because you are amazing just the way y'all are! Don't let anyone break you down because you are fabulous just the way you are!! For today's bible verse of the day, it goes like this: In Proverbs 12:22, it says "Lying lips are an abomination to the Lord, but those who do the truth are his delight". I feel like this bible verse is relatable in a way because when you lie in the Lord's house or you lie in front of the Lord, you lied and lying isn't good but if you tell the truth, you told the truth and telling truth is better than telling a lie! Always tell the truth because it will save you from trouble and when you lie, it is eating you alive and that's not good at all! I hope and pray that everyone will have a good weekend and please, stay safe! Have a happy Friday or in other countries, a happy Saturday! Stay safe and remember: "Dream Big! Don't give up on your dreams" and I will see y'all on Monday on my 1st blog page where I will be talking about two of poems which are "The world" and "People who are mean" and on Wednesday, I will be talking about the word "Compassionate". Stay tuned! I love y'all and this Blogger Queen is out! Peace! ☮✌💙

Today's bible verse a lot! Such a good bible verse and lying is never good! Don't teach young kids to lie because it can get them into trouble!! 


"The shattering 
of a heart when 
being broken is 
the loudest 
quiet ever".
-Carroll Bryant! I love this so much because when someone that you love or someone who is in your family shattered your heart, it can hurt so much that you didn't know if a person is hurting or not until they are quiet!! 


"I don't 
remember what 
it's like to not 
feel broken".
-Unknown. I can relate to this quote a lot because I honestly don't remember what it is like to feel broken because in my life, I have been feeling broken so many times that I don't remember being broken at all!!


To my Blogger Dreamers who might be broken, this is for you:
God, I'm not okay. 
I'm not myself.
I'm drained.
Please calm my mind, 
heal my heart and 
take my worries away. 
Amen.  
If you are feeling broken, let God heal your heart and let him ease your mind. Believe God and let him heal your heart and your mind! I love you, my Blogger Dreamers! 


To the end today's blog episode, here is this week's song of the week! I chose this song called "Begin" by BTS, Jungkook! When I listen to this song, I think about the people who helped my dad raised me and I want to thank those people because without y'all or my dad, I don't know where I would be without y'all!! I love y'all! 





 

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