Updating everyone how am I doing, where have I been, and how am I feeling after the surgery?!

    Updating everyone how am I doing, where have I been, and how am I feeling after the surgery by Brandee Marie Darden. 

Hey Everyone!! It's your girl, Brandee back again. I have missed y'all so much. I am so happy to be back and I missed y'all so much!!! Today, I will be talking about how am I doing, where I have been, and how am I feeling. Everything has been crazy. I have been going through a lot but I am doing a lot much better. June and July have been a little crazy but it's okay because I got through it. June was sad because on June 21st, my uncle, Richie went to be with God and my grandma, Phyllis. After finding out the news about him passing away, I was devastated. My heart was shattered and seeing my dad cry hurt me even more. I don't like when he cries. It hurts me when he cries or anyone cries in my family. I don't like when someone I know is suffering or hurting because if they are  hurting or suffering, then I am hurting and suffering. Loosing a love one is never easy. It is so hard to deal with that because when you love someone so much and then, the next moment they are gone. There is a quote that I love and it is by BTS J-Hope. It goes like this: "You never know the value of what you have until you lose it"- Jung Hoseok. I like this quote because you don't know the value of what you have or your time of your family until it's gone. Always love your family and your friends because you never know when they can be there last time. 

How am I doing over the past few months or so??

So, y'all maybe wondering "Brandee, how are you doing over the past few months or so"? Well, to answer the question, I have my ups and downs but I manage to get to get through them. I never give up when I am having a bad. I never think to myself that I want to quit because quitting is never in my blood. I never want to give up on my family or friends because I want them to see me happy. Blogging has helped me through so much. I love blogging a lot. Journaling has made me realize that I should open up more and it has made me truly happy. I am truly happy doing blogging and writing down blog ideas has helped me get through my downs. When I feel sad or down on myself, I will write a ton of blog ideas and honestly, I wrote a lot. I wrote over 480 blogs. To me, that's crazy! To think to write a lot of blog ideas makes me think that someday I could be a writer one day. It won't be a bad idea. Writing blogs is such an amazing thing that has ever happened to me and I am so glad that I am doing well in it!!! I am going to do well in these few months and I will never give up. 

Where have I been?

Y'all maybe pondering "Brandee, where have you been? Why haven't you been blogging lately"? To answer everyone's question, I had to take a break because I had a lot to do. I had dentist appointment and tooth pain that it hurt so bad. I wanted to cry because I wanted the pain to stop. I wanted the pain to end. I am so glad that I am back to blogging now and I am back stronger than ever!!! I am in awe that I am back. I missed my supporters so much. Blogging is what I love to do and not doing it for awhile has hurt me for a little bit but I had to focus on my health and made sure that I was better. I feel like health is important because you want to make sure that your healthy and that you have a clear head on what's going on. Always make sure that your healthy and that your happy as well. Always stay happy and make sure to check on everyone as well. I am happy that I am better and that I am happy again. 

How am I feeling after the surgery? 

On July 7th, I went to my first dentist appointment, they took x-rays and they found a broken tooth and a wisdom tooth so they sent me to a referral. On July 8th, I filled out some paperwork and I waited for someone to call me back. When I went back, I took more x-rays and of course, they found a wisdom tooth and a broken tooth. On the same day, they took the broken tooth out. I was so happy when they took out my broken tooth out. I am so happy that I am free from pain and I don't have to suffer through the pain anymore. I am finally happy to eat whatever I want without being in pain. Being in pain was the worse thing ever. Who ever thought a broken tooth would bring me so much pain? I am so happy that the pain is gone and I am not hurting anymore. I am free from pain and I am happy!! 

In conclusion/ tip or question of the day!!!

In conclusion, I have been through a lot with loosing a love one and with tooth pain, but loosing a loved one is a part of life and I have to accept it rather I like or not. I am just glad that I am in not in pain anymore. Being not pain is the best thing in the world. I am so happy that I am pain free and I can enjoy food that I love so much. I feel so joyful and I can smile again without being in pain. Being in pain was awful and terrible!! I never want to experience that ever again ever!!! I don't want to be in pain ever again. I hate struggling and I didn't know what to do or how to handle it. It was the worst thing ever!!! Here is my tip and question of the day! Always check on your friends or family because you never know what that person is going through!! If you have been through the worst pain ever, what is your worst pain? Let me know in the comments down below in the what pain you have been through and how bad it was?? 

Alright my Shinning Star-Butterflies, I hope you have a great day or night, wherever y'all maybe in this world. Always remember shine bright like a star and fly like an  butterfly because everyone is a shinning star in your way own way!! I love y'all and see y'all in the next blog!! Brandee is out!!! 

Me after my surgery!! I couldn't feel my mouth. 

"You never know the value of what you have until you lose it"
-Jung Hoeseok. I love this quote because you never know what you have until lose it. You never know when it's your or your family and friends last day could be.