My lows and how I got through them.

        

My lows and how I got through them by Brandee Marie Darden.  

Hello my Shining Star- Butterflies!! How is everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing absolutely amazing and shinning like stars and flying like a butterfly!! Today, I will be talking about my lows and how I got through them. Everyone has those moments where you feel you low and you basically don't want to get out of bed and all you want to do is cry. Yeah! I have had my low moments where I want to give up and just cry!!! I remember going through a lot of lows in my life and some of those lows are something that I'm not proud of. I will never forget when I feel like that I was at rock bottom and I wanted to give up and just cry. Hitting rock bottom is the most heartbreaking ever. Feeling sad and feeling hurt really does suck because you feel like world around you is collapsing and you don't know what to do. You feel helpless and you don't know how to deal with it!! In my next paragraph, I am going to name some of my lows and why I  went through them.

My lows and why I went through them!!! 

On October 5th, 2017, I remember feeling my lowest at my lowest. That was the day that I tried to commit suicide. I will never forget that. That was the day  that I wanted to give up on living because I felt so alone and all I wanted to do is cry and surrender myself because I wanted my grandpa back and I was so tired of being alone. I had a feeling of abandonment because I don't like being alone. I don't like being lonesome. Being lonesome is tiring and you feel so sad. Another low point that I hit was on the week of  June 6th of this year. On that week, I am not sure what day it was but I just remember feeling overwhelmed and tired that I just cried. I missed my grandpa a lot and I just cried thinking about him. It was so hard going through those low points without him here but I haven't had a all-time low since that week. Why did I go through those lowest points in my life? Well, I was having a hard time and I didn't know how to get through it without crying or wanting to give up. Now, I don't think about being at my record low anymore. I don't think it is worth being low on myself anymore. Yes, I may get overwhelmed but I try to push through and never give up because giving up is for quitters and I am not a quitter. 

How did I get through my rock bottoms and try to continue with life and making myself happy??

The way I got through my rock bottoms and try to continue with life by making myself happy is by writing blog ideas. I absolutely love writing blog ideas. When you come up with an idea and you want to write down as soon as possible because you don't want to forget it. That is with me with my blog ideas. I love creating new ideas because being creative is my speciality and I love doing it so much. Another thing that makes me happy is listening to Kpop music. I love listening  to Kpop music because it puts me in a good mood and I enjoy it a lot. My go to song is "Permission To Dance" by BTS. The reason why it is my go to song is because it is very upbeat and we can dance anywhere we want and we don't need permission to dance anywhere. We can dance anywhere we like to as long as we are happy!!! The 3rd and final thing that makes me happy is being around family and friends who are supportive and there for me whenever I need them the most. Having that support system is the best thing ever. Having people who supports you and who is there for you is the best thing ever. I am so lucky to have a support system who is there for you and it feels good that you have a support system who loves you for you and nothing more. It is awesome to feel love and support you by people who truly is there for you 200%. I am so lucky and blessed. I couldn't ask for an amazing support system. I don't have words to describe how I feel because having people who care about you and supporting you is an amazing feeling and I am blessed. I'm truly blessed!! 

In conclusion/ tip of the day.

In conclusion, when you are having a hard time always remember that you have an amazing support system there for you and they will never leave your side. Always remember that no matter how hard life can be, please never give up. Everyone is amazing in their own way and being your own person is an amazing thing. There is only one you and you have to live your best life as the best as you can. Never give up on your dreams and always believe in yourself. Never doubt yourself. Always keep trying your hardest and when things get hard, do things that make you happy!! Here is my tip of the day: if you know someone or even yourself going through a hard time or going through a low, be there for that person and always check on them and ask them if they are doing okay. Always check on your love ones and your friends. You never know what they are going through until you ask them if they are doing okay or not. So, check on your love ones and friends before it's too late!!! 

Okay, my Shinning Star-Butterflies!! I love y'all and stay safe. Make sure y'all stay healthy and always remember I am always here for you no matter what! Stay you and shine like a star and fly like a butterfly!! See y'all on my next blog! Brandee is out!!! 💜💖

"Life is a journey to be experienced, 
not a problem 
to be solved".
-Winnie the Pooh!! 
I love this quote because life is about experiences and some things can put us at a low times but it is all about experiences and learning new things.  

My go to song by BTS!!! I love this song so much and this song is very upbeat and very amazing. It makes you want to dance and you don't have to have permission to dance. You can dance when you want to. I love it a lot. 

"Your hardest times
often lead to the
greatest moments of 
your life. Keep the
faith. It will all be 
worth it in the end."
-Unknown. I love this quote because when life gets hard, just remember that you have to have faith in yourself. You're going to having to your bad days, good days, lowest days, and highest days, but you will get through it and just smile.