A letter to my past self! By: Brandee Darden. Wednesday, May 4th, 2022! 
Intro to my blog!
Hello, my Blogger Dreamers and welcome to another blog episode! It's your girl aka your blogger queen, Brandee here! I'm happy to have you at my blog episode for today! Happy Wednesday or in other countries, Happy Thursday! I hope my fandom is doing well and amazing! If not, that's okay! Everything will be okay! Take it a day at a time! For today's blog episode is going to be good but before I talk about today's blog episode, I am going to talk about Monday's blog episode! On Monday's blog episode, I talked about my very first birthday blog! Sunday, May 1st at 8:30 in the morning, I turned 24 years old! Even though, I don't look like it but believe it or not, I am 24 years old! My birthday was the best day ever and I enjoyed every minute of it! I felt so much love that day and I am so blessed to see 24 years of my life! I'm so blessed! On today's blog episode, I am going to be talking about a letter to my past self! I will be talking about when I was writing this letter to my past self, what was going through my head? Why was those things going through my head? If I could tell my past self 3 things, what would those three things would be? Why would I tell my past self those 3 things? What is the significance behind the letter and those three things? Why is the letter and those three things are so significant? Who is ready for a new blog episode? I know that I am ready for a new blog episode!! Let's get started! Shall we? We shall!!
Talking about my letter and why did I write a letter to my past self? What did I want to tell myself from the past that is most likely important?
When you think to yourself, "I think I should I write myself a letter from the past". On Tuesday, I decided to write a letter to my past self! My letter goes like this: "Dear Past self,
Why didn't you love yourself? Was it the insecurities? What was it? You should love yourself no matter what! Don't let those things that is going on in your head no matter what! Don't let the hate bother you! You are loved no matter what! You are doing great! Don't let nothing bother you! You are a fighter! Forget the past and focus on the present! You have people who love you just for who you are"!
Love, Brandee Darden.
Tuesday, May 3rd, 2022 Why did I write a letter to my past self? The reason why I wanted to write to my past self is because I feel like it is very important to let myself know that I have changed a lot and I'm glad that I changed in a good way, not in a bad way! I wanted to tell myself and remind myself that I need to let go that past and let go what was hurting me a lot! What did I want to tell myself from the past that is most likely important? I wanted to ask myself why? Why didn't I love myself for who I am? Maybe, I let my insecurities get to me and I don't think I shouldn't let myself go through that! I think it is wrong for me or for anyone to go through their head and wonder "why didn't I love myself? Why did I let my insecurities get to me"? I wanted my past to know that I was loved no matter what but the problem was I didn't love myself at all which is was wrong of me not loving myself! It hurt me to know that I didn't love myself!
When I was writing this letter to my past self, what was going through my head? Why was those things going through my head?
When I was writing this letter to my past self, what was going through my head? What was going through my head was my past self struggled with self acceptance and struggling with loving herself for who she was. I couldn't love myself for who I was because it was hard! I still struggle with some insecurities such as being hard on myself but i'm trying to not be hard on myself because I don't need to be hard on myself. Being hard on myself is the hardest thing for me! I think the only reason why I am so hard on myself is because I want people to accept me for who I am but the real person who needs to accept themselves is me! I need to learn how to let go of the past and focus on the present! I don't need to dwell on the past because I didn't love myself for who I was or anything like that! I don't need the haters "words" get to head because it is just words and I don't need to let it bother me! Why was those things through my head? The reason why those things were going through my head is because I did struggle with learning how to love myself because I couldn't accept myself for who I was. I feel like if I give someone my love then I would feel better, right? Nope! I felt lost without the love that I truly needed for myself! I didn't know that I needed to love myself until BTS came into my life! I changed myself from not loving myself to loving myself! I think loving yourself is so important!
If I could tell my past self 3 things, what would those three things would be? Why would I tell my past self those 3 things?
If I could tell my past self 3 things, what would those three things would be? The first thing I would tell myself from the past would be quit being hard on yourself! The reason why I would tell myself that is because I am always hard on myself and I always get these thoughts like "no one isn't going to like your blogs. No one isn't going to like your blogging PowerPoint", just stuff like that but I always get good feedback from my friends and people who support me no matter what! I need to stop being hard on myself! The second thing that I would tell myself from the past is the truth hurts and you need to stop getting mad when someone tells you the truth! When people tell me the truth, I always get mad and I need to stop doing that! The reason why I would tell my past self that is because I know the truth can hurt at times and the truth doesn't feel good and it won't feel good at all. I need to not get mad and I need to move past because once I know the truth, I know that I can move on and never look back on it! The third and final thing that I would tell myself from the past is always love and accept yourself no matter what! When I was going through a hard patch in life, I couldn't love for who I was because it was hard for me to love myself! The third and final reason why I would tell myself that is because I am such a loving person and I give everyone my love but the only person who didn't get the love that deserved it was me but now, I give myself the love that I deserve and I don't need to give myself fake love because I don't deserve to give myself fake love at all! I deserve the love that I need which is real love and I am giving it to myself!!
What is the significance behind the letter and those three things? Why is the letter and those three things are so significant??
The significance behind the letter is the letter is to my past self and if I could give myself that letter when I was struggling with self acceptance and giving myself fake love, I would! I wish I could go back in time just to give myself that letter when I needed it the most! The significance behind the letter is it is so significant and so important that I wish my past self could receive it and read for herself! I wish my past self could read it but I am so proud of myself for who I am and I am proud of myself for loving myself! The significance behind those three things is I wish I could not get mad so easily when someone tells me the truth or I wish back then, I could give myself the real love that I deserve! I wish I had self acceptance but, I am so blessed to have the self love that I deserve more than anything! I am still learning about not being hard on myself and not to get mad so easily! Why is the letter and those three things are so significant? The reason why the letter is so significant is because in that letter, I wish I could tell my past self that. I wish I could tell myself that i'm a fighter and never give up! I wish I could tell myself that "you should always love yourself no matter what and don't be hard on yourself. You don't need that". I don't need to be hard on myself and no one doesn't need to be hard on themselves! The reason why those three things are so significant is because I was always so hard on myself and I wish I wasn't. When it comes to my blogs, I want them to good and amazing. Sometimes, I get nervous when I post it and all these thoughts come running into my head and that is why I am so hard on myself! I need to learn not to be so hard on myself and learn how to have self acceptance, not being hard on myself, and accepting the truth. Always accept the truth no matter what! It doesn't matter if it is hurtful or not, accept it and move on!
In conclusion/ Tip of the day/ Question of the day?/ Challenge of the day!
In conclusion, no one doesn't deserve to give themselves fake love! No one doesn't deserve to not love themselves and no one doesn't deserve to be hard on themselves! Always accept the truth rather you like it or not! Leave your past self in the past and focus on your present self because your present self deserves more love and more self acceptance! Everyone deserve real love and don't be hard on yourself because it's not worth it! Here is my tip, question, and challenge of the day! My tip of the day is don't be too hard on yourself or over work yourself because no deserves to live like that! My question of the day is if you saw your past self, what would you tell them? Why would you tell them that? The challenge of the day is write a letter to your past self, read it out loud, and after that, throw it away and never look at it again because it's time to move on! It's time to move on from your past because your past might have caused you so much pain and so hurt and it is time to move on from that pain and hurt! It's not worth the pain and tears anymore so don't waste your time on it! Move on from the past and grow from there! Y'all can do it! I believe in my Blogger Dreamers! Don't give up! I love y'all so much and never forget that!
Alright, my Blogger Dreamers! It's your girl aka your blogger queen, Brandee here to tell y'all that y'all have reached the end of my today's blog episode! I hope everyone enjoyed today's blog episode and I hope everyone can move on from y'all's past! I know that moving on from your past isn't easy, but I know my Blogger Dreamers! Y'all can do it! I believe in y'all no matter what! I love y'all so much and I'm here for y'all if y'all need anything! My bible verse of the day is: "And all things, whatsoever ye shall ask in prayer, believing, ye shall receive." -Matthew 21:22. I love this bible verse because if you believe in God and if you believe in prayer, it will come true! Never Stop Believing! Always remember my slogan: Dream big! Don't give up on your dreams! I love each and one of my blogger dreamers so much! Please, stay safe and I will see y'all on Friday's blog! Happy Wednesday or Happy Thursday! I love y'all and your Blogger Queen is out! Peace! 💜💖
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My letter that I wrote to my past self!!  your head. The future is in your hands." -Unknown. I love this quote is because the past is in your head and you don't need to remember it. You need to move on and forget about it! Focus on the present and future! Only you need to focus on your present and future!!  about life is that you can always change, grow, and get better. You aren't defined by your past. You aren't your mistakes." -Unknown. I love this quote because you can learn from your past mistakes and you can grow from those mistakes! You can learn from your mistakes and move on from them! Don't let your mistakes define who you are!  prisoner of your past. It was just a lesson, not a life sentence." -Unknown. I love this quote a lot because you might have done some horrible things that you are not proud of in your past but you shouldn't be a prisoner in your life time and you have learned your lesson from your past! Move on and forget it about it!! This song is called "Let Go" by BTS! I love this song so much because it reminds me that I need to let go of the past and move on from it! This song holds a special place in my heart!! |
Loved this blog, Brandee! 💛
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