My two dentist appointments, what happened, why did I have them, and how I feel after having a dentist appointment?

                          My two dentist appointments, why did I have two dentist appointments , and what happened at my dentist appointments? By: Brandee Darden 💜

My Intro to my blog!!

Hello, my shinning star-butterflies!! It's your girl, Brandee here. I hope everyone is having an amazing weekend so far. I hope everyone is also doing well as well. Before I talk about today's topic, I want to say thank you for the amount of support that I have been receiving from everyone. Receiving this amount of support and love from my amazing supporters has been amazing and I feel so loved. I love each and one of my supporters so much. I am so blessed and grateful. Today is the last day of July and this month has been crazy but it was worth being crazy because today, I will be talking about my dentist appointments, why did I have two dentist appointments, and what happened at my dentist appointments. Have you or anyone suffer from a tooth pain that it hurt so much to the point where you want to want to cry so much? That is what happened to me. It was hurting me so much to the point where I was crying and in agony. I couldn't enjoy my favorite foods and it was heartbreaking for me and everyone to see me in so much pain. I felt like I was suffering and I wanted the pain to end so much. It killed me that I was suffering for so long that it was torturing me a lot. I couldn't sleep at night and it torment. I love sleeping and not enjoying sleep was horrible. I hate not being happy and not my cheerful self. Before I was in terrible pain and hurting, I was such a happy girl and full of life. After I had that awful pain, I wasn't as cherry as I was before and I wasn't bubbly either. Now, I am happy, bright, bubbly, and full of happiness. I am back to my old self and I couldn't be any joyful. Now, I am going to explain my dentist appointments, why did I have two, and what happened at my appointments.

My two dentist appointments and what happened at my appointments??

On July 7th, at 10 am, I had my dentist appointment. I had to fill out some paper work and that wasn't no fun at all. It was so boring!! They did some X rays and turns out they found a broken tooth and a wisdom tooth. So, they sent me a referral to a oral surgeon in Hattiesburg, MS. When I went to my dentist appointment in Hattiesburg, MS, I went in and filled out some more paperwork. I didn't like filling out the paperwork at all. It was terrible but it is apart of being an adult!!! After filling out the paperwork and stuff like that, I was waiting for my name to be called and they called for me. They did my X Rays and of course, they did found a wisdom tooth and a broken tooth. I honestly think they were more worried about my broken tooth then my wisdom tooth. I honestly didn't know that a broken tooth would cause me so much suffering and hurting that they end up doing surgery on that same day. Yes, on the same day, they end up doing the surgery to remove my broken tooth. So, after they numbed my mouth and put me to sleep, they did the surgery. They removed the broken tooth and I am so happy that they removed it. After having the surgery, my dad came in and I remember telling him that "BTS was number one for 6 weeks in a row" and that is all I remember. I was so tired and numb that I didn't feel like doing anything that day. They gave some medicine for my pain and stuff like that. They gave me some mouth wash and it was so nasty. I hated the mouthwash so much. Absolutely disgusting!!!

Why did I have my dentist appointments? 

The reason why I did have my dentist appointments is because I was in so much pain that I couldn't eat my favorite foods and it sucked so much. I couldn't eat my favorite foods such as steak or wings or anything that was hard. I couldn't imagine being in pain any longer or suffering any longer. Not getting any sleep or going through that pain for a long time was hurtful to me and everyone around me. Seeing my family and friends hurting because I was hurting, killed me a lot. I didn't like that they were hurting because I was suffering. It was the worst pain that I have been through in my entire life. I am just glad that I am better.

How am I feeling after having a dentist appointment and after my surgery??

How am I feeling after having a dentist appointment and my surgery?? Well, I am feeling so much better than before. I can enjoy the food that I loved before and it doesn't hurt when I eat, which is such a good thing. I think the dentist did a good thing by taking my broken tooth out and now, I don't have to worry about it. I don't have to worry about suffering in a lot of pain anymore. I am glad that I am can be my old myself without being in such immense amount of pain. I am over the moon and I am just glad that I can be my old bubbly and bright self before the pain came and now, my amazing family and friends don't have to see me in pain anymore, which is a good thing. I have been pain free for 3 weeks now and I am glad to be pain free. Being away from pain is awesome!! I am very fortunate to not have pain anymore!!! 

In conclusion/ tip of the day!!

In conclusion, my dentist appointments were good and I am so glad that I am feeling much better and not in a lot of pain. I am glad that I don't have to suffer in pain anymore. I am glad that I can be a happy person not a person who doesn't want to get out of bed and want to do anything. I am glad that I can hang around my family without hurting a lot. I am glad that I don't have to go through that again. I am just blessed and grateful. Words can't describe how happy that I am not in pain anymore and i just happy and full a light. Here is my tip of the day: Please, take good care of yourself and make sure if you are going through in pain whether it is physical pain or even a tooth pain, please go take care of it and make sure it is okay. Make sure you have people to check on you because I think it is important to have people to check on you and ask you if you are doing okay. Always make sure you take good care of yourself and be happy!!!

Okay, my Shinning Star- Butterflies!! I hope everyone has an amazing Saturday or an amazing weekend, wherever y'all maybe be in this world!! Always shine bright like a star and fly like a butterfly!!! Always accomplish your dreams and always dream big!!! Aim for the stars and think positive!!

Me after surgery, feeling so much better and tired!!

Me feeling all pretty on July 19th!! Me actually feeling happy that I can smile without any pain!!! 

Me before surgery!!!! This picture was taking on my birthday!!! 

The main points that happened in June and talked about what happen in July!!!

                              What happen in the month of June and what is happening in the month of July? By: Brandee M. Darden. 

Intro!!!

Hey my Shinning Star-Butterflies! It's your girl, Brandee here!! I hope everyone is doing absolutely amazing and taking really good care of y'all selves!! I honestly think taking care of yourself is such an important thing because if you don't take care of yourself and if you are not well, make sure you are well and make sure that drink some fluids and stuff like that. Today, I will be talking about the main points of what happened in June, what type of stuff happen, what happen in July, and what type of stuff happen in July?! June and July were  crazy months. I am not going to lie. June was kind of a good month for me but towards the end of the month, it was hard for me!! Towards at the end of June, my uncle passed away and that was really hard for me and my family. I still can't get that image out of my head of my dad crying! Seeing my dad cry, broke  my heart. My dad is my best friend and when he is hurt, I'm hurt!! When my family is hurt, I am hurt because I want to comfort my family and tell them that everything is going to be okay.

My June moments and what went through that month and how I went through it?

My June moments were good and some were sad. On June 9th was a really good day with my dad. We had a good father and daughter day. I got me some good stuff and I am happy about the stuff that I got for myself. Spending time with my dad is never a dull moment. When I spend time with my dad, we always have a good time with each other. He always makes me laugh and I love him so much. Towards the end of June, my uncle passed away on June 21st and after seeing my dad sad broke my heart. It hurt me so bad. When you see someone who you love so much whether it is someone in your family crying or hurting, it breaks you into a million of pieces. That is what happened to me when I saw my dad crying and I never see my dad cry. My dad is someone I look up to and see someone who is strong. I see him strong and I see him as my superhero. Even superheros cry and seeing my own father in sadness hurts me. In the month of June was some good moments and sad moments. I got through those sad moments by listening to Kpop music, spending time with family, writing down blog ideas!!! When I am having a hard time, I like to listen to Kpop music because Kpop music calms me down and it makes me happy especially BTS. They are my favorite Kpop band ever and I love them so much. I think spending time with family is important because you never know when is your last day or your families last day until it is too late!! 

My July moments and what is going on within this month?? 

The way I can describe July was crazy and finally pain free. On the week of July 4th, I had a dentist appointment on July 7th. At my dentist appointment, they found a broken tooth and I found it so crazy that this whole time that I was in pain from that broken tooth. On July 8th, I went to another dentist appointment. I honestly thought it was going to be a consult but nope. I end up having surgery the same day. I am actually glad that I had the surgery because I was tired of being in pain. I am glad to be pain free and be away from pain. It sucked being in pain a lot. On July 25th, I decided to leave Mississippi for a little bit and hangout with my family for a while in Louisiana. I am having an amazing time with family. I love my family a lot and I love spending time with them. There is never a dull moment here and we always laugh and I love laughing. July has been amazing and I am so glad to be here with my family in Louisiana. I love being here with them and I love them so much!!! 

In conclusion! 

In conclusion, these past few months had some good moments and bad moments but I am glad that I had some enjoyable moments with people who I love very much and I am glad that I am pain free. Being pain free has been amazing! I am sleeping very well and I feel better after waking up everyday. If I could describe how it is to be pain free, I would describe it as amazing and I feel happiness because being in pain had brought me so much sadness and misery that I was so miserable that I couldn't enjoy the food that I loved so much. Now, I can enjoy food without any pain and I am so cheerful again. I am a bright and bubbly person that I used to be before I was in pain. It feels so good to not be in agony anymore. I deserve to a joyous person not a person who doesn't deserve to suffer. I feel so much better and so much happiness. 

Tip of the day/ Question of the day??

Here is my tip of the day/ question of the day: If you or someone you know went through a lot between June and July, remember that there is more good months coming ahead. Never give up because you are amazing in your own way. Be positive and always be there for people. Always check on people who you love and always remember the good moments, not the bad moments. Between June and July, what has been y'all's favorite month? Did you have any good moments between June or July? Let me know in the comments down below. Please!! 

Alright my Shinning Star-Butterflies!! I hope everyone is having an amazing day or had an amazing day. Where ever y'all maybe in this world, just know that I am always here for everyone and I will support everyone the best way that I can. I love y'all and be safe!!! Take care and I will see y'all tomorrow! Happy Weekend!! 💖💜💫

My shirt that I got at Torrid's. I love this shirt a lot!! 

                  My shoes, eyeshadow, and cleaner for my brushes that I got at Walmart!! 

"In the end,
Some of your
Greatest Pains
Becomes your greatest 
Strengths."
Min Yoongi.
I love this quote because we are going to have a bad moment or a bad day, but those days will become your greatest strengths and each day will become stronger.

My lows and how I got through them.

        

My lows and how I got through them by Brandee Marie Darden.  

Hello my Shining Star- Butterflies!! How is everyone doing? I hope everyone is doing absolutely amazing and shinning like stars and flying like a butterfly!! Today, I will be talking about my lows and how I got through them. Everyone has those moments where you feel you low and you basically don't want to get out of bed and all you want to do is cry. Yeah! I have had my low moments where I want to give up and just cry!!! I remember going through a lot of lows in my life and some of those lows are something that I'm not proud of. I will never forget when I feel like that I was at rock bottom and I wanted to give up and just cry. Hitting rock bottom is the most heartbreaking ever. Feeling sad and feeling hurt really does suck because you feel like world around you is collapsing and you don't know what to do. You feel helpless and you don't know how to deal with it!! In my next paragraph, I am going to name some of my lows and why I  went through them.

My lows and why I went through them!!! 

On October 5th, 2017, I remember feeling my lowest at my lowest. That was the day that I tried to commit suicide. I will never forget that. That was the day  that I wanted to give up on living because I felt so alone and all I wanted to do is cry and surrender myself because I wanted my grandpa back and I was so tired of being alone. I had a feeling of abandonment because I don't like being alone. I don't like being lonesome. Being lonesome is tiring and you feel so sad. Another low point that I hit was on the week of  June 6th of this year. On that week, I am not sure what day it was but I just remember feeling overwhelmed and tired that I just cried. I missed my grandpa a lot and I just cried thinking about him. It was so hard going through those low points without him here but I haven't had a all-time low since that week. Why did I go through those lowest points in my life? Well, I was having a hard time and I didn't know how to get through it without crying or wanting to give up. Now, I don't think about being at my record low anymore. I don't think it is worth being low on myself anymore. Yes, I may get overwhelmed but I try to push through and never give up because giving up is for quitters and I am not a quitter. 

How did I get through my rock bottoms and try to continue with life and making myself happy??

The way I got through my rock bottoms and try to continue with life by making myself happy is by writing blog ideas. I absolutely love writing blog ideas. When you come up with an idea and you want to write down as soon as possible because you don't want to forget it. That is with me with my blog ideas. I love creating new ideas because being creative is my speciality and I love doing it so much. Another thing that makes me happy is listening to Kpop music. I love listening  to Kpop music because it puts me in a good mood and I enjoy it a lot. My go to song is "Permission To Dance" by BTS. The reason why it is my go to song is because it is very upbeat and we can dance anywhere we want and we don't need permission to dance anywhere. We can dance anywhere we like to as long as we are happy!!! The 3rd and final thing that makes me happy is being around family and friends who are supportive and there for me whenever I need them the most. Having that support system is the best thing ever. Having people who supports you and who is there for you is the best thing ever. I am so lucky to have a support system who is there for you and it feels good that you have a support system who loves you for you and nothing more. It is awesome to feel love and support you by people who truly is there for you 200%. I am so lucky and blessed. I couldn't ask for an amazing support system. I don't have words to describe how I feel because having people who care about you and supporting you is an amazing feeling and I am blessed. I'm truly blessed!! 

In conclusion/ tip of the day.

In conclusion, when you are having a hard time always remember that you have an amazing support system there for you and they will never leave your side. Always remember that no matter how hard life can be, please never give up. Everyone is amazing in their own way and being your own person is an amazing thing. There is only one you and you have to live your best life as the best as you can. Never give up on your dreams and always believe in yourself. Never doubt yourself. Always keep trying your hardest and when things get hard, do things that make you happy!! Here is my tip of the day: if you know someone or even yourself going through a hard time or going through a low, be there for that person and always check on them and ask them if they are doing okay. Always check on your love ones and your friends. You never know what they are going through until you ask them if they are doing okay or not. So, check on your love ones and friends before it's too late!!! 

Okay, my Shinning Star-Butterflies!! I love y'all and stay safe. Make sure y'all stay healthy and always remember I am always here for you no matter what! Stay you and shine like a star and fly like a butterfly!! See y'all on my next blog! Brandee is out!!! 💜💖

"Life is a journey to be experienced, 
not a problem 
to be solved".
-Winnie the Pooh!! 
I love this quote because life is about experiences and some things can put us at a low times but it is all about experiences and learning new things.  

My go to song by BTS!!! I love this song so much and this song is very upbeat and very amazing. It makes you want to dance and you don't have to have permission to dance. You can dance when you want to. I love it a lot. 

"Your hardest times
often lead to the
greatest moments of 
your life. Keep the
faith. It will all be 
worth it in the end."
-Unknown. I love this quote because when life gets hard, just remember that you have to have faith in yourself. You're going to having to your bad days, good days, lowest days, and highest days, but you will get through it and just smile. 

 

Updating everyone how am I doing, where have I been, and how am I feeling after the surgery?!

    Updating everyone how am I doing, where have I been, and how am I feeling after the surgery by Brandee Marie Darden. 

Hey Everyone!! It's your girl, Brandee back again. I have missed y'all so much. I am so happy to be back and I missed y'all so much!!! Today, I will be talking about how am I doing, where I have been, and how am I feeling. Everything has been crazy. I have been going through a lot but I am doing a lot much better. June and July have been a little crazy but it's okay because I got through it. June was sad because on June 21st, my uncle, Richie went to be with God and my grandma, Phyllis. After finding out the news about him passing away, I was devastated. My heart was shattered and seeing my dad cry hurt me even more. I don't like when he cries. It hurts me when he cries or anyone cries in my family. I don't like when someone I know is suffering or hurting because if they are  hurting or suffering, then I am hurting and suffering. Loosing a love one is never easy. It is so hard to deal with that because when you love someone so much and then, the next moment they are gone. There is a quote that I love and it is by BTS J-Hope. It goes like this: "You never know the value of what you have until you lose it"- Jung Hoseok. I like this quote because you don't know the value of what you have or your time of your family until it's gone. Always love your family and your friends because you never know when they can be there last time. 

How am I doing over the past few months or so??

So, y'all maybe wondering "Brandee, how are you doing over the past few months or so"? Well, to answer the question, I have my ups and downs but I manage to get to get through them. I never give up when I am having a bad. I never think to myself that I want to quit because quitting is never in my blood. I never want to give up on my family or friends because I want them to see me happy. Blogging has helped me through so much. I love blogging a lot. Journaling has made me realize that I should open up more and it has made me truly happy. I am truly happy doing blogging and writing down blog ideas has helped me get through my downs. When I feel sad or down on myself, I will write a ton of blog ideas and honestly, I wrote a lot. I wrote over 480 blogs. To me, that's crazy! To think to write a lot of blog ideas makes me think that someday I could be a writer one day. It won't be a bad idea. Writing blogs is such an amazing thing that has ever happened to me and I am so glad that I am doing well in it!!! I am going to do well in these few months and I will never give up. 

Where have I been?

Y'all maybe pondering "Brandee, where have you been? Why haven't you been blogging lately"? To answer everyone's question, I had to take a break because I had a lot to do. I had dentist appointment and tooth pain that it hurt so bad. I wanted to cry because I wanted the pain to stop. I wanted the pain to end. I am so glad that I am back to blogging now and I am back stronger than ever!!! I am in awe that I am back. I missed my supporters so much. Blogging is what I love to do and not doing it for awhile has hurt me for a little bit but I had to focus on my health and made sure that I was better. I feel like health is important because you want to make sure that your healthy and that you have a clear head on what's going on. Always make sure that your healthy and that your happy as well. Always stay happy and make sure to check on everyone as well. I am happy that I am better and that I am happy again. 

How am I feeling after the surgery? 

On July 7th, I went to my first dentist appointment, they took x-rays and they found a broken tooth and a wisdom tooth so they sent me to a referral. On July 8th, I filled out some paperwork and I waited for someone to call me back. When I went back, I took more x-rays and of course, they found a wisdom tooth and a broken tooth. On the same day, they took the broken tooth out. I was so happy when they took out my broken tooth out. I am so happy that I am free from pain and I don't have to suffer through the pain anymore. I am finally happy to eat whatever I want without being in pain. Being in pain was the worse thing ever. Who ever thought a broken tooth would bring me so much pain? I am so happy that the pain is gone and I am not hurting anymore. I am free from pain and I am happy!! 

In conclusion/ tip or question of the day!!!

In conclusion, I have been through a lot with loosing a love one and with tooth pain, but loosing a loved one is a part of life and I have to accept it rather I like or not. I am just glad that I am in not in pain anymore. Being not pain is the best thing in the world. I am so happy that I am pain free and I can enjoy food that I love so much. I feel so joyful and I can smile again without being in pain. Being in pain was awful and terrible!! I never want to experience that ever again ever!!! I don't want to be in pain ever again. I hate struggling and I didn't know what to do or how to handle it. It was the worst thing ever!!! Here is my tip and question of the day! Always check on your friends or family because you never know what that person is going through!! If you have been through the worst pain ever, what is your worst pain? Let me know in the comments down below in the what pain you have been through and how bad it was?? 

Alright my Shinning Star-Butterflies, I hope you have a great day or night, wherever y'all maybe in this world. Always remember shine bright like a star and fly like an  butterfly because everyone is a shinning star in your way own way!! I love y'all and see y'all in the next blog!! Brandee is out!!! 

Me after my surgery!! I couldn't feel my mouth. 

"You never know the value of what you have until you lose it"
-Jung Hoeseok. I love this quote because you never know what you have until lose it. You never know when it's your or your family and friends last day could be.